I cannot believe what I've done, when people are sad, i'll tell them to have hope all this and that, but bringing myself to it, is hard.
I just can't let you go, i am alway thinking of you anytime, any place, any where. The place where i work, is the place where the confession take place, every time i walked passed the place, i will always remember the happy time we spent together......
I still have the audacity to ask people that there are something that we die die must let go, this is bullshit, i can't even force myself to let go of you, i just say that just console someone, I JUST CAN'T LET YOU GO, I JUST CAN'T, everytime when there is a break for me during my work, i will just sit on the benches near the place where i confessed to you.
Yes, i am very tired of work, but once i reach the place, it gave me an unknown power to carry on with my work, it gave me the power to continue, but there is only one thing to describe me, i am just plain stupid......and there is one thing i want to say....I love you......
~xYumex~ blogged at 8:33 am
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This is getting insane I couldn't sleep, I've been thinking about you, I haven't been sleeping for 5 nights, I might be insane, but really I cannot stop thinking about you.
It was five days ago I just couldn't sleep, that is when you told me about another guy. What do you expect me to react? Encourage you to get him again? what about me, you still never ever considered my feeling?
Family and friends asked me to go sleep, but I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP, been thinking about you ALL ABOUT YOU, i cannot stop thinking about you for even just one moment, NOT EVEN ONE, i am not torturing myself, but i really cannot get you out of my head.
You are the only girl i ever been so crazy about, i don't understand why, i guess it doesn't require much understanding, till now i still can't get my answer, what should i do? Continue to wait until the day my soul disperse into the sky? or till the day my body fade away there still won't be any answer?
~xYumex~ blogged at 3:01 pm
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Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true
~xYumex~ blogged at 2:03 pm
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愛在記憶中找你
我對你 這一生 哪個可比
我與你 差一些 永遠一起
邂逅時間場地 似連場好戲
要自何頁說起
愛太重 深呼吸 欠缺空氣
愛太美 輕輕的 卻載不起
愛情來到時候 似明媚天氣
它走了 突然驟變雪落雨飛
如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你 還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離
你太遠 該怎麼 說對不起
你太近 一轉身 卻已高飛
快樂也許太短 似場流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻覺怕又記起
我情愿我狠心憎你
我還在記憶中找你
~xYumex~ blogged at 7:56 pm
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Ok, hey guys i am back, sorry i haven't had the time to blog since 12 Nov, because alot of things has been going on.
1st stop, tokuAsia second anniversary, wah time really has gotch wings, it flies really fast i still remember what happen during the 1st anniversary, come to think of it tokuAsia was just a small forum when i joined in, i witnessed alot of changes in tA, which really made me learn alot of things.
During the celebration, i really cannot believe that yimian actually self pwn himself by acting cute, LOL out of a sudden he was acting cute and he thought van was taking pictures only but van was taking video and he took the part where yimian act cute omg LOL the most random act for this year goes to yimian LOL.
2nd stop, i actually took up a job that my mom friend introduced, but i only work for 1 day because i couldn't really get used to it and the environment there is soo mess, bobs are everywhere and girls there SMOKE, first of all i hate smokers, =/ but the HR department, manager and workers there are good, but some are just don't give a damn about it, despite that i rather quit and do retails.
3rd stop, Alright those who are not interested do not i repeat do NOT read this part, because this is going be a hell emo thing,
Alright here goes, i really want to wait for you, and i will continue to wait for you to come back even your heart is not with me, for now i don't know what you are thinking, what are you doing and everything, the only thing i know is i really love you, i can live without you yes, but the thing is the images of you kept flashing back on my mind, i really couldn't stop this madness.
Without your sms-es really can't make me happy, and without your jokes about stitch and all these really pain my heart, despite all that i will still love you......
Final stop, ok done emo-ing, i don't want to keep you guys bored =), and of course i got my PSP modded thanks to boss relations i only mod for $20 that is soo nice of my boss's boss ok i know sound very wrong, keep it short without boss i won't get discount =) thank boss, OK i think i have the time to blog and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOM IN ADVANCE +)
~xYumex~ blogged at 10:37 pm
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