Hi dear readers....right now my mood is very down and i feel very very very VERY VERY VERY tired now, never been soo tired before, my body is coming down, my soul are fading off.....(might sound abit emo) but is the truth, =/
But still I WILL NEVER LET MYSELF COMING DOWN, I WILL STAND STRONG AND I WILL CONTINUE TO STAND STRONG EVEN IF IT WILL TAKE MY LIFE....
I am not scared of anything now, the only thing is I MISSED HER, i really missed her badly, she is in hong kong right now, but because of her, she gave me strength to continue.....
The truth is, apparently she like another guy, but i am not going to give up because......i really like her, this the truth i will not deny it anymore.....
~xYumex~ blogged at 10:54 pm
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Legendary rock band X Japan took a major step towards their long-awaited comeback on 22 October 2007 recording the promo video for their new single . Ten years after they split, the four surviving members of the band were on the Tokyo waterfront to record a live performance on the rooftop of the Aqua City Odaiba mall. The ¥42 million production used helicopters and fire trucks to create artificial rain. Some 10,000 fans gathered to watch the performance on a large screen monitor set up in a nearby car park as leader Yoshiki on drums, Toshi on vocals, Pata on guitar and bassist Heath performed "I.V.", the all-English theme tune for the Hollywood horror movie "Saw IV" which opens in the U.S. this weekend. The track includes previously un-released guitar tracks made by former lead guitarist Hideto "hide" Matsumoto, who died in a suspected suicide in 1998. Yoshiki was characteristically topless as he showed that he hasn't lost his frantic drumming style. There had been plans to meet with fans in a nearby hall after the recording, but the crowd was just too big. Speaking to fans via the monitor, Yoshiki remembered hide, "What I really wanted was for us to make our world debut with hide. But seeing as you've all taken the trouble to come here tonight, we're going to play a concert in Tokyo next spring!"
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~xYumex~ blogged at 7:28 pm
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I feel very uneasy and can't do anything and decided to go out on a ride, and the whole time of the ride I've been thinking about you, and only you...
Been to different scenery and each of them are very beautiful but is not perfect if you are not there to share my everything, and these past few days i've been very restless -.- I don't want to but it just happen....I don't know la....really....
Twelve O'clock
作詞：藤林聖子 作曲：今井大介
いつでも君は気まぐれ
待ちくたびれ ベルが鳴った
You came too late
Baby give me your chocolate, honey
(I've been walkin' so long, Girl)
責める言葉溶かす 君の耳元
似合いすぎるPerfume
重なるon the bedブーツのまま
まだ冷たい指絡め 外した時計Twelve' clock
C'mon Baby
Let's make sweet love together
まだ知らない君の姿 見せてよall night long
予想超えてcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのなら すべてをAll night long
脱ぎ捨てようto the floor
I think I'm fallin' for you
沈んでく夜の中へ
腕回して 抱きしめるよ
You say my name
Baby You are my chocolate, honey
(I've been walkin' so long, Girl)
他の誰でもなく 君を待ってた
完璧過ぎyour shape
真夜中She's on top壁が揺れて
続けてよI'm beggin' you, please 時間を止めてTwelve'O clock
C'mon Baby
Let's make sweet love together
白く光る君の素肌 おぼれてall night long
呼吸みだれcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのなら 何度もAll night long
告白するMy words flow…
I think I'm fallin' for you
窓の外には ビルの赤いLights刻んでく
(It's like countdown for the end But our love will never end)
このまま君を 知り尽くしたくて This is how we do
(Baby work it, work with me, I don't wanna stop…)
Let's make sweet love together
まだ知らない君の姿 見せてよall night long
予想超えてcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのなら すべてをAll night long
脱ぎ捨てようto the floor
C'mon Baby
Let's make sweet love together
白く光る君の素肌 おぼれてall night long
呼吸みだれcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのなら 何度もAll night long
告白するMy words flow…
I think I'm fallin' for you
~xYumex~ blogged at 3:02 am
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I don't know, i really don't know, my mind is in a mess, my feeling is all mixed upside down. I really couldn't sleep for the past few days, i don't even feel like eating anything.
Every time when i stop receiving sms-es from you, i just can't stop worrying about what you do, till today i receive one of your sms, "the 5 things that you love....stitch, art, perfection and imperfection, and someone." for one second i really hope that someone is me, but i know is not.
I really hope that someone you love will love you back, and i really do hope that you can find someone that really can bring you happiness...
I AM CONTRADICTING MYSELF...DAMN IT
WHO AM I TRYING TO LIE TO, I CAN'T GIVE YOU UP, I JUST CAN'T
I DON'T CARE WHO YOU LIKE NOW OR EVEN LOVE, BUT I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THE GIRL I LIKE IS YOU! YOU ALONE....NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART NOW!!!!!!!!!
~xYumex~ blogged at 6:39 pm
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Alright, i confessed, i can't feel anything but anxious....haix....i think my action have STUNTED her, i suddenly grabbed her hand and say i like her....FUCK what kind of confession is that ? she say she will consider, BUT SHE GOT MILLION OF GUYS TO CHOOSE FROM....damn i really hope that she give me her answer soon....
Maybe i shouldn't have confessed, but I CAN'T HELP MYSELF FOR THAT, what you expect me to do when she saw a couple holding hand and say "I hope i have something that i can call my own!" and she pointed to the couple. WHAT CAN I DO!!!!! I really cannot help myself, because i am willing to protect her not like that Bastard eX of her did to her...
All those emotion started feeling up in my head, i had no choice to do it!!! I just got to do it, i am very afraid that i had no more chance to tell her, damn...i know i am being very rash without thinking about anything...But is just that i really want to be the one to protect her....haix....aiya now can only wait for the answer but i am just too ANXIOUS T.T.....
~xYumex~ blogged at 10:15 pm
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Hey i am back, wah seh had a great week, last Sunday went out to have lunch with victor, thanks for the treat.
There is one thing i need to say here, girl please don't make me worried for you, there is alot of things you haven't experience in life, yes there is up and down in life, but he is just a guy who doesn't know how to cherish you.
Why even go bother to care about a guy who doesn't even give a damn thing about you?? Isn't that ridiculous? There is one particular guy here waiting for you, willing to care for you, so please don't mistreat yourself again =)
Seriously at times, i don't understand this BGR shit, why is everyone having this BGR since they know they will have problems, and they will break up in the end, 1st of all why waste the time if it doesn't work out, why make either one of them get hurt in the end??
I don't know what to say, i just don't want to get involve in this BGR shit problems. =/
k one last thing O LVL IS COMING, to all my friends taking O's & N's all the best, i know N's are over, but all the best for your result =) GET X-ISM
~xYumex~ blogged at 11:37 pm
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