Saturday, 7 July 2007

Woke up at 6+ today and it is a SATURDAY, i need to go school for CIP(Community Involvement Project) well actually, i was pretty pissed off with the school as they put it on a Saturday, but after helping out the Bishan Home resident, most of them has communication problem, but they were all soo happy, and naturally i felt happy.

At the same time, my heart was tearing up, i don't know how should i describe this but even my mouth said that i had given her up, but i still couldn't bring myself to it, i really love the wrong girl which i shouldn't had, and it really bring pain to me when she treated me soo cold towards me, and during CIP, she was talking to other guys, YES I ADMIT I AM JEALOUS...-.- but what can i do? i mean, i wanted to talk her, but her reply YES OR NO answer, she won't even want to look at me.

WHAT SHOULD I DO, i am really out of my mind, with her around, i couldn't think straight, I WANT TO LOVE HER, but her heart belong to another guy, which i don't even know who that guys is, the most screw up thing is....history is beginning to repeat itself

WHAT SHOULD I DO??????????


~xYumex~ blogged at 7:42 pm


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