I really don't like to go out Sunday, but today a bit special, i woke up at around 10++, and smsed my NWN comrade(Victor Goh) and we went out for lunch at bugis.
I was quite late, because very last minute and when i reached there, his wife and her niece was there, and her niece was quite pretty, her name was Renee if i didn't remember wrongly, we had lunch at Jack's place, we all ordered the same food.
After that, we went to Victor house and watch Lord of the Ring: Fellowship of the ring, it was god damn nice la, if i was the old me two years ago, i won't be able to understand, but due to some understanding of NWN, i finally get to understand this show and it is definately better than Harry Potter LOL
Well looking forward for next sunday, so that i can watch Lord of the Ring II....So SAYONARA get X-ism Oyasumi desu
After school, went to Ajisen to have lunch with Siew Ping, Jiaxin Jie, Woan Chyn, Suryana and Eugen. It was nothing actually and because of two people never talk for the whole lunchtime, damn bored...We then go buy present for someone because someone birthday is coming LOL but i am not attending her party tomorrow.
Went to Bishan park for the Road Relay to support some of my school mate, the girls got 9th place which is already quite an accomplishment (You all tried your best), and saw the guys starting the race, but i was tired so went home early, i also heard that 3E3 got 1st in the girls category, she was in it =/.....
What should i do? Is already over ? but i only request one thing, just let us go back where nothing has happen, just treat me like the same way you treat me last time, i swear to god i will never ever make the same mistake again, just give me a second chance, lastly I AM SORRY for whatever i did, I AM SERIOUSLY SORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING.....
After a long long long long consideration, and without any answer nor guidance i have no choice but to use my last resort, i decided to put you down FOR REAL.
If I continue on with this, i will go bonkers without an answer, i cannot wait anymore, i just got to give up and carry on with my life, I've been thinking about you for the past few days, and the way you talk to other guys just seriously lead me to jealousy which i hate it.
I want all this hurtful feeling to be ALL STOP AND I MEAN STOP, just treat me as a good old friend, so please just release me from this feeling.
Today is the day where i lost my X necklace, which is soooooooooo SWAY KNS HOW CAN I LOST SUCH A IMPORTANT THING TO MY RELIGION, but oh well i just get another one or even a nicer necklace that really suit me. whahahahahaha
and today ONMYOUZA RELEASE THEIR MAOUTAITEN album which i haven't listen to it =/
言葉よりわかりあえる まなざしがそこにあれば 人は皆 生きていける迷わずに平和(じゆう) If there are looks that communicate better than words,people can all live on freely, not losing their way.
過ちをこえて 気付く真実(ほんとう)のやさしさ あなたと見つけたから 愛と呼べる 強さを、、、!! Overcoming our faults, we realize what true kindness is, because you and I found a strength called love...!!
I BELIEVE YOUR LOVE 震えながら づけに重ねた約束(ねがい) "あなた"がいて、、、 "私"がいる、、、 忘れないで いつも、、、 I believe your love As we trembled, we repeated our wish in a kiss (You are here... and so am I...) Please don't ever forget I BELIEVE YOUR DREAM 募る思い、、、 愛しさを 祈りに変えて この鼓動を 伝えたいよ 熱く激しく、、、 SO FAR AWAY I believe your dream. Feelings that intensify... Turning affection into a prayer I want to show you my heart's pounding So hot, so fierce... So far away
戦争(あらそいあう)だけじゃ 得られない 誰も、、、 何も、、、 幼い手に 差し伸べたい、、、 汚れのない 未来の手(ときめき)を、、、 Strife alone can never achieve, for anyone or anything, this pure excitement I want to give to young hands.
穏やかに 時代を育む(ときをきざむ) 木漏れ陽のぬくもり、、、 誰もが抱かれたい ずっと きっと 永遠に、、、!! The warmth of the sun shining through the leaves calmly marks the passage of time... This is surely what everyone wants to hold on to forever and ever...!!
I BELIEVE YOUR LOVE あきらめない、、、 傷ついた 翼 広げて 羽ばたく宇宙(そら) 限界(かぎり)のない 夢を描く 遥か、、、 I believe your love Never give up... Spread open your wounded wings. Flying up to the sky, you sketch a boundless dream, so far away...
I BELIEVE YOUR DREAM 笑顔見せて、、、 せつなさが 溢れ出しても かけがえない 青春(いま)をいつか 誇りたいから、、、 SO FAR AWAY I believe your dream Show me a smile, even though you're overflowing with sorrow, since someday you want to be proud of this irreplaceable moment... So far away
過ちをこえて 気付く真実(ほんとう)のやさしさ あなたと見つけたから 愛と呼べる 強さを、、、!! Overcoming our faults, we realise what true kindness is, because you and I found a strength called love...!!
I BELIEVE YOUR LOVE 震えながら づけに重ねた約束(ねがい) "あなた"がいて、、、 "私"がいる、、、 忘れないで いつも、、、 I believe your love As we trembled, we repeated our wish in a kiss (You are here... and so am I...) Please don't ever forget I BELIEVE YOUR DREAM 募る思い、、、 愛しさを 祈りに変えて この鼓動を 伝えたいよ 熱く激しく、、、 SO FAR AWAY I believe your dream. Feelings that intensify... Turning affection into a prayer I want to show you my heart's pounding So hot, so fierce... So far away
大事な人の為に 流す涙、、、 痛みが、、、 惑星(せかい)をつらぬき、、、 大地を濡らす、、、 この悲しみを 止めたい!! The pain of tears shed For someone held dear Pierces the earth, and drenches the land... I want to end this sorrow!!
I BELIEVE YOUR LOVE あきらめない、、、 傷ついた 翼 広げて 羽ばたく宇宙(そら) 限界(かぎり)のない 夢を描く 遥か、、、 I believe your love Never give up... Spread open your wounded wings. Flying up to the sky, you sketch a boundless dream, so far away...
I BELIEVE YOUR DREAM 笑顔見せて、、、 せつなさが 溢れ出しても かけがえない 青春(いま)をいつか 誇りたいから、、、 SO FAR AWAY I believe your dream Show me a smile, even though you're overflowing with sorrow, since someday you want to be proud of this irreplaceable moment... So far away
I BELIEVE YOUR LOVE 震えながら づけに重ねた約束(ねがい) "あなた"がいて、、、 "私"がいる、、、 忘れないで いつも、、、 I believe your love As we trembled, we repeated our wish in a kiss (You are here... and so am I...) Please don't ever forget I BELIEVE YOUR DREAM 募る思い、、、 愛しさを 祈りに変えて この鼓動を 伝えたいよ 熱く激しく、、、 SO FAR AWAY I believe your dream. Feelings that intensify... Turning affection into a prayer I want to show you my heart's pounding So hot, so fierce... So far away
When you wish upon a star All of your dreams come true Will never give up again, I look up shooting star
擦れ違う人込みの中 不安や憤りを 感じたまま立ち竦み uh… 確かな物が何か 分からなくなっても 見失わないように uh… surechigau hitogomi no naka fuan ya ikidoori wo kanjita mama tachisukumi uh... tashika na mono ga nanika wakaranaku nattemo miushinawanai you ni uh...
あの日 見つめてた 君離さないと 今なら そう言えるから ano hi mitsumeteta kimi hanasanai to ima nara sou ieru kara
抱きしめていたい 溢れるこの両手から 伝わるよ思いは どんな時でも 愛しあうために ボク達は生まれてきたんだ もう迷わないと 誓える Bright our Future dakishimete itai afureru kono ryoute kara tsutawaru yo omoi wa donna toki demo ai shiau tame ni (bokura) wa umarete kita n' da mou mayowanai to chikaeru Bright our Future 歩き出す今その先に わずかな希望だけを 信じたまま突き進む uh… 守るべき物が何か 暗闇の中でも 見失わないように uh… arukidasu ima sono saki ni wazuka na kibou dake wo shinjita mama tsukisusumu uh... mamoru beki mono ga nanika kurayami no naka demo miushinawanai you ni uh...
あの日 掴みかけた 夢あきらめないと 今なら そう言えるから ano hi tsukamikaketa yume akiramenai to ima nara sou ieru kara
走り続けたい 広がるこの大空から 降り注ぐ光を 体で感じて 信じ合うために ボク達は生まれてきたんだ もう迷わないと 誓える Bright our Future hashiritsudzuketai hirogaru kono oozora kara furisosogu hikari wo karada de kanjite shinjiau tame ni (bokura) wa umarete kita n' da mou mayowanai to chikaeru Bright our Future 輝けるこの世界を守るために立ち上がる それぞれの悲しみを仮面に秘め 戦い続ける Take over Rider kagayakeru kono sekai wo mamoru tame ni tachiagaru sorezore no kanashimi wo kamen ni hime tatakaitsudzukeru Take over Rider
Wah, today went to CSC with tA friends, and i bought Gils Souchaku and i only left with Exceed Gils and G3-X to complete my Agito Set, we also went out to have lunch and as usual we tok cock sing song LOL =) was really great hanging out with you guys unlike ALL HYPOCRITES in my class which i totally hate =) Thanks guys.
Nelson came to my house to leech some video, and i leeched Nexus and Tiga from him LOL and he is soo mature, he changed alot la which is very good, but still he has abit of opinion against Komon, and we went to have dinner, he is soo good to treat me drinks =) Thank NEL hahaha... and that was my sunday, so cya tml Get X-ism!!!
その船を漕いでゆけ お前の手で漕いでゆけ お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな That ship sails onward, your hands row it on I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared
その船は今どこにふらふらと浮かんでいるのか その船は今どこでぼろぼろで進んでいるのか 流されまいと逆らいながら船は挑み船は傷み すべての水夫が恐れをなして逃げ去っても Where is that ship now, is it floating unsteady? Where is that ship now, is it advancing worn-out? Floating while disobeying orders The ship is fighting, the ship is hurting Even if all sailors take flight without fear
その船を漕いでゆけ お前の手で漕いでゆけ お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな That ship sails onward, your hands row it on I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared
その船は自らを宙船と忘れているのか その船は舞いあがるその時を忘れているのか 地平の果て水平の果てそこが船の離陸地点 すべての港が灯りを消して黙り込んでも That ship is an airship, is it forgetting it? The time when it soared through the air, is it forgetting it? At the end of the earth, at the end of the horizon There is the ship's takeoff point Even if every harbour is made dark and silent
その船を漕いでゆけ お前の手で漕いでゆけ お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな That ship sails onward, your hands row it on I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared
何の試験の時間なんだ 何を裁くはかりなんだ 何を狙って付き合うんだ 何が船を動かすんだ 何の試験の時間なんだ 何を裁くはかりなんだ 何を狙って付き合うんだ 何が船を動かすんだ Which test's time is it, what is being judged? What is it aiming at, what moves that ship? Which test's time is it, what is being judged? What is it aiming at, what moves that ship?
その船を漕いでゆけ お前の手で漕いでゆけ お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな That ship sails onward, your hands row it on I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared その船を漕いでゆけ お前の手で漕いでゆけ お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな That ship sails onward, your hands row it on I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared
F**K SHIT, I HATE ALL OF YOU ALL I MEAN ALL....maybe because of you, i only had hatred in my heart, i want to close myself up never to let you guys know me again...i am tired for all these, i don't want to face this cold war thing i HATE IT!!!
On another aspect
OK i went NYP to support Seven for his BANDZOUT competition and his band got the 1st i was soo happy for him, even though i am super tired but i still went out to support him, OH YEAH and his band performed Kiss-I was made for loving you, is god damn good Fadriz was here too, we tried to link songs perform by other bands to X LOL, , man it was god damn fun rather than staying at school =)
K i am god damn tired and i need to rest GET X-ISM lol
BASIL YEO JIAJIN(Seven) CONGRATULATION
BASIL YEO JIAJIN with UNSEEN VACANCY YOU ROCKS!!!!!!!!
...Hmmm....Go to school again, don't know was quite tired, i was half awake for the rest of the day, only when....forget it i don't wish to talk about it, =) oh yar, i reached home, then slack all that(never do revision DIE) =X, finished reading Kamen Rider Spirits(boss lend wan) and it was done in two days LOL, played Neverwinter Night and got a very nice screenshot Tired....going to sleep nights (Basil's BANDEZOUT COMPETITION 3 MORE DAYS)
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Tonight I wanna give it all to you In the darkness Theres so much I wanna do And tonight I wanna lay it at your feet cause girl, I was made for you And girl, you were made for me
I was made for lovin you baby You were made for lovin me And I cant get enough of you baby Can you get enough of me
Tonight I wanna see it in your eyes Feel the magic Theres something that drives me wild And tonight were gonna make it all come true cause girl, you were made for me And girl I was made for you
I was made for lovin you baby You were made for lovin me And I cant get enough of you baby Can you get enough of me
I was made for lovin you baby You were made for lovin me And I can give it all to you baby Can you give it all to me
Oh, cant get enough, oh, oh I cant get enough, oh, oh I cant get enough Yeah, ha
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I was made for lovin you baby You were made for lovin me And I cant get enough of you baby Can you get enough of me
Oh, I was made, you were made I cant get enough No, I cant get enough
I was made for lovin you baby You were made for lovin me And I cant get enough of you baby Can you get enough of me
I was made for lovin you baby You were made for lovin me And I can give it all to you baby
You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.
Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years
Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities
爛(ただ)る灰土(かいど)に独り 落つる涕(なみだ) 涸れて 何時(いつ)の間にか 復(かえ)らぬ 天(そら)を仰ぎ 手繰(たぐ)る想い 只の慰み Tadaru kaido ni hitori otsuru namida karete itsu no ma ni ka kaeranu sora wo aogi taguru omoi tada no nagusami 交(こ)ふ 人の簇(むら)が 同じ貌(かたち)に見える 安らぎを(汚穢(おわい)の) 望む末路は(末路は)鬼の国 ko(fu) hito no mura ga onaji katachi ni mieru yasuragi wo (owai no) nozomu matsuro wa oni no kuni 今 此の身を砕いて 戦慄(わななき)も 傷みも 遮る 無明(むみょう)で 抱いて Ima kono mi wo kudaite wananaki mo itami mo saegiru mumyou de daite 罪無き稚(やや)と双(ふた)り 屍に 抱かれて 幾(いく)そ度(たび)か 阿(おもね)る 顔に嘔吐(えず)き 吐(たぐ)る念(おも)い 誰を慰み Tsumi naki yaya to futari shikabane ni dakarete ikuso tabi ka omoneru kao ni ezuki taguru omoi dare wo nagusami 障(そ)ふ 胸の臆で 叫(わめ)く己(おのれ)を除く 明けぬ化作(けさ)(然(き)こそが) 餓鬼の眼(まなこ)に(眼に)見えぬ水 so(fu) mune no oku de wameku onore wo nozoku akenuke sa (kikoso ga) gaki no manako ni mienu mizu 今 裁きを下して 吃(まななき)も 怒りも 絶え滅(き)ゆ 墓標を 抱いて Ima sabaki wo kudasite mananaki mo ikari mo taekiyu bohyou wo daite 戻れぬなら 黒で閉ざす 貴方の探す女(ひと)は 待たなかった Modorenu nara kuro de tozasu anata no sagasu hito ha matanakatta 今 此の身を砕いて 戦慄(わななき)も 傷みも 愛子(まなご)の 乳汁(ちしる)と Ima kono mi wo kudaite wananaki mo itami mo manago no chishiru to 今 裁きを下して 憐れみも 歎(なげ)きも 刻意(こくい)の 柩と 焼(く)べて Ima sabaki wo kudasite awaremi mo nageki mo kokui no hitsugi to kubete
Woke up at 6+ today and it is a SATURDAY, i need to go school for CIP(Community Involvement Project) well actually, i was pretty pissed off with the school as they put it on a Saturday, but after helping out the Bishan Home resident, most of them has communication problem, but they were all soo happy, and naturally i felt happy.
At the same time, my heart was tearing up, i don't know how should i describe this but even my mouth said that i had given her up, but i still couldn't bring myself to it, i really love the wrong girl which i shouldn't had, and it really bring pain to me when she treated me soo cold towards me, and during CIP, she was talking to other guys, YES I ADMIT I AM JEALOUS...-.- but what can i do? i mean, i wanted to talk her, but her reply YES OR NO answer, she won't even want to look at me.
WHAT SHOULD I DO, i am really out of my mind, with her around, i couldn't think straight, I WANT TO LOVE HER, but her heart belong to another guy, which i don't even know who that guys is, the most screw up thing is....history is beginning to repeat itself WHAT SHOULD I DO??????????
Kagen no tsuki ga oboro ni yureru yoru wo tsutsumu murakumo Haritsukerareta tsugau hina karameru hijou no wana Ah ima wo kusuru omoi mune ni shikato yadoraba
The waning moon shines dimly in the sky, the night is blanketed by the gathering clouds Two baby chickens crucified together, a cruel trap Ah, if only the love that clouds the present could stay vividly in my heart
Mizu no you ni yasashiku hana no you ni hageshiku Furueru yaiba de tsuranuite Sadamerareta namida wo hitomi no oku tojitemo Anata wo mabuta ga obieteru no
Gentle as the water, fierce as a flower Drive your trembling sword into its mark Even if fate brings tears deep in your eyes Your face will be remembered
Mumyou no fuchi de owari wo matsu watashi wa musebu minashigo Fuminijirareta sugaru koi wo ryoute ni tsutsunda mama Mou aragaenai tomo ni tadoru chinuri no michi wo
In a dark abyss, I wait for the end, a sobbing orphan I cling to my trampled love, cover it with my hands I can’t keep fighting, let’s walk this blood-stained path together
Mizu no you ni yasashiku hana no you ni hageshiku Furueru yaiba de tsuranuite Sadamerareta namida wo hitomi no oku tojitemo Anata wo mabuta ga oboeteru no
Gentle as the water, fierce as a flower Drive your trembling sword into its mark Even if fate brings tears deep in your eyes Your face will be remembered
Mizu no you ni yasashiku hana no you ni hageshiku Furueru yaiba de tsuranuite Sadamerareta namida wo hitomi no oku tojitemo Nagareru chishi wo tomerarenai
Gentle as the water, fierce as a flower Drive your trembling sword into its mark Even if fate brings tears deep in your eyes You can’t stop the blood that flows through you
Mitsu no you ni koborete ada no youni chiriyuku Hakanai inori wo kakikeshite Sadamerareta futari wo aoi yami ga saitemo Anata to tayutau kakuriyo made
Flowing like honey, falling to the ground fruitlessly Wiping out my faint wish Even if fate brings us blue darkness I’ll wander through it with you, to that world
BASILISK KOUGA NINPOU CHOU Era : LOONG LOONG TIME AGO
OK, I FINISH WATCHING THIS ANIME, AND NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE THIS ANIME BECAUSE IS GOD DAMNNN GOOOOOOOODDDDDD! This is soo far the best anime i ever seen ever since Fate Stay/Night, OMG Ok i will skip all those introduction and all these, but this story is about Ninja Wars, between Kouga and Iga, Gennousuke is the leader of Kouga and Oboro is the leader of Iga(Gennosuke and Oboro the pic are shown above)
They both love each other, but due to some political reason they have to fight each other until one survive and win, till the very end only Gennosuke and Oboro are left, Oboro couldn't kill Gennosuke, so she used a katana to killed herself, as for Gennosuke, he erase both his name and Oboro in the ninja scroll and declare Iga win the war.
Gennosuke then carried her up and walked into the Abe river, and used the katana that oboro used to killed herself, and he stabbed himself with the katana and their bodies flow with the river......
OMG.... when i saw the last scene, it was soo touching, i mean what Oboro can do for Gennosuke, and what Gennosuke could do for Oboro, they really sacrifice themself EVEN THEIR LOVE! just for the future generation of Kouga and Iga.
Anyway, i loved this anime, and i recommend this anime to all of you, even though there is alot of people who obsess with Naruto, but in my own opinion BASILISK KOUGA NINPOU CHOU IS MUCH BETTER THAN NARUTO FOR 10000000000000000000000000000 times. so go and watch it.
Today, nothing much happen at school, so i am not going talk about school today. Soo See Ya, Get X-ism + Onmyouza
WTF.....LOL today don't know what happen to me, after recess i went up to chemistry lesson, and then before that i was listening to Onmyouza's songs and guess what? i got soo high and i can focus on the CHEM LESSON!?(is quite impossible for me to stay focus in school).
Haiz...boring sia today's last two periods is PCCG lesson(PCCG=Community Admin stuff) something like that, and we were suppose to discuss AS A CLASS? guess what, we were SPLIT and we just do our own stuff =/.....and went home to watch Basilisk Kouga Ninpouchou which is the best Shinobi ANIME i ever watched, this can PWNZ naruto anytime(no offence)
Don't know bah, i recently also don't know what is happening to me except being a idiot(using words to insult my friends) and is fun to me, they started out on me, so i got to shoot them back what.LOL
TOMORROW CAN GO HOME AT 1.30PM YESH!!!!!! LOL see ya, need to headbang for more Onmyouza songs....=)
Damn i was soo god damn tired when i reached home, alright at school my english teacher didn't come and a relieve teacher came to take over, she was soo blur LOL she don't even know how to get the door open, then one of my classmate bastard her saying "Cher, Ur house no door?" LOL, then after curriculum time, went to eat dinner with Sarah meimei and we talked alot of craps, then i accompanied her to fetch her brother, he got a high self confidence lol cute seh, then went home, take 163 and the bus is GOD DAMN PACKED, fuck it sia, got one old man had trouble sitting down, so me and another stranger helped him(didn't expect that to happen), and then when i was reaching Sengkang(still far away from my stop), got one kid looking at me, then no choice la give up the seat for her, reach home i was SOO DAMN TIRED, but i am still blasting Onmyouza songs, THEY ROCK LOL, SOO See ya tomorrow and get X-ism