Sunday, October 25, 2009

追追
趕趕 
推推 
撞撞 
目空一切 
理想燒光

真真 
假假 
跌過 
痛過 
愛的花火 
賜給我願與望

天黑 
天光 
天清 
天蒼 
曾經廝守 
暗地嚮往
可惜這夜 
煙花已謝 
沒法被仰望

差一刹我信地老天荒 
只差一步欲望幻化星光
誰和誰存活愛 
誰和誰埋沒愛 
天堂在哪方?

我怕就怕 
失望 
其餘一切也不枉
所有代價統統捨割 
心血都流光
抹去害怕 
撕掉希罕 
忘情才游到彼岸
我命裡結不出因果 
真假如浮雲天也在看

差一刹我信地老天荒 
只差一步欲望幻化星光
誰和誰存活愛 
誰和誰埋沒愛 
天堂在哪方

我怕就怕 
失望 
其餘一切也不枉
所有代價統統捨割 
心血都流光
抹去害怕撕掉希罕 
忘情才游到彼岸
我命裡結不出因果 
真假如浮雲天也在看







~xYumex~ blogged at 12:24 AM


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Friday, October 23, 2009

Someone commented me that i don't appreciate the life that had given it to me....Hmmmm....very interesting....Well maybe i don't...but I only know this...As long as i carry on breathing...i am still going to face the problems. Yes i will rant problem here...because this is my blog...who doesn't want to be problem free ???....i think everyone doesn't want trouble keep bugging them...so yeah =)


~xYumex~ blogged at 2:39 AM


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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I hate it when this happen, i can't get to sleep and when i can''t get to sleep the stupid feeling come back to me.

How stupid it is?? Well is very annoying, like you just can't get to sleep when you want to sleep so yeah so is like something you want badly but you failed to get it...Alot of thing is in my mind now..but one of my major concern is FYP, if everything goes fine that will be good, i am expecting Rigging problems and Animation problems....hope can pull it through. PLUS AFA....well is in November, not much big problem.....

Another thing is.....I don't know where i stand...in this world, the world is occupied by sooo many humans, one of me doesn't make any difference, i don't understand why I am this way....I rather i have not come into this world and let other people who have much more of a ablity to create better good for the world....


~xYumex~ blogged at 1:20 AM


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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Wooots, learnt a few guitar tricks from buddy goh....sibeh shiok la but my finger is freaking tired and pain lol......


~xYumex~ blogged at 2:10 AM


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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

What is life....??????

I don't know......

Everything must have balance ?

Kindness and Evil ?

Well i guess someone like me without any future will never have the answer...

I really hope the next generation of kids will cherish their time....


~xYumex~ blogged at 3:11 AM


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Saturday, August 29, 2009

Hmm....Life is always full of surprises i shall say, just the other day i saw this bunch of secondary school kids and they are having fun each topic they talk, they were also talking about the subject or exam they are having. Howw nice was that, they have such an great bright future for them...I see people younger than me, sometime i do envy them because they have a bright and shinning future waiting for them to unlock...

For me, born to have no future, there is no future waiting for me, nor i can make a future because there is none..my future is NOW, this is my limelight and after next year no more, my light will go off no more future nothing at all, i can't even create a future for myself....Don't know, maybe people like me shall just perish with the dust....

But that is fine with me, another thing...when i facing her i am like facing a wall, but i am just plain dumb..trying to bang the wall, people ask me carry on, but i will not because i like that place and i won't budge, call me stupid or dumb, yes i know some of you guys care, but just let me be alright? Stop telling me to move on as this is my problem, don't make it yours....=)

Anyway, forming a group with a bunch of friends, i can't wait what install for us GAA =)....


~xYumex~ blogged at 1:27 AM


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Thursday, August 20, 2009

If you are given a power to choose....

WILL YOU BECOME GOD???? OR WILL YOU BECOME DEVIL????


~xYumex~ blogged at 1:21 AM


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