~神はなる, 悪魔はなる~

Innocence

2009-12-20T23:23:00.001+08:00

Innocence - イノセンス

作詞　寺門有紀
作曲　山田一法
編曲　ＩＩＩ
歌　　ＣＡＯ

飛べない翼に願いを託して
託許給無法飛翔的翅膀
地図にない道をどれだけ歩いたら
在沒有地圖的道路上尋找
君に逢えるの？
究竟何時才能與你重逢？

両手に抱えた夢や希望なら　
擁抱在手中的夢想與希望
無限に広がる迷いを壊せるの？　
能解開無限擴展開來的迷惘嗎？
何を引き換えに
究竟能用什麼來替換

そっとこの夜に溶ける(の奥に)　
逐漸融入夜晚之中（深處之中）
孤独よりずっと深く
比孤獨還要更深之處
終わりのない結末さえも　
即使最後終究沒有結局
その未来を限りない(果てしない)強さに変えて
我依舊會將未來轉變為無限的力量

揺るがない時の彼方に
在這靜寂時空的那一方
重なる記憶から逃げ出さない覚悟をした僕を映してる
無法逃離出互相交錯的記憶之中，映照著有此覺悟的我
溢れ出す想い
滿盈的思念

この手に誓い続けた約束
我對自己立下誓約
僕は今、君をただ…
此刻的我只對你…

長い眠りから覚めていく空は
從長久的睡眠之中甦醒的天空
失望の淵にすがりついた罪を
想將曾經寄託失望深淵的罪過
何処に運ぶの？
運送到何處？

繰り返す鼓動　触れた幻に
無間斷地鼓動　碰觸了幻象
心を無くしてしまう位ならば　
如果因此可能失去自我的心的話
いっそゼロにして
乾脆化歸為零吧

胸に絡みつく痛み　
糾纏在胸孔的痛楚
僕は全て叶えたい
我想實現所有
幾千もの(砕け散った)哀しみさえも
無數生命（我曾剝奪過的）的哀傷
その未来を果てしない絆に変えて
轉換為未來永遠的羈絆

戻れない闇の向こうに
在那無底的黑暗的另一端
消す事の出来ない標(しるし)を途切れた言葉でいくら叫んでも
不管再怎麼呼喊著被無法抹滅的標的（蹤跡）打斷的話語
届かない想い
思念依舊傳達不了

この眼(瞳)に刻み続けた真実
紀錄在瞳孔中的真實
僕は今、君をただ守りたい
此刻的我，只想守護你

We can't protect us without breaking anything.
Still I want to break it for saving someone.
That's the way I live my life. And I will never forget
every steps I have made.

(I take you to the sky~wooo..)

ほどけない時の彼方に
與時間脫離的那一方
未完成の遺伝子を受け継ぐ聴こえない歌声探してる
繼承著未完成的遺傳因子，尋找著無聲的歌聲
響き合う想い
共鳴著你我的思念

光を誓い続けた約束
我對光立下誓約
僕は今、君をただ守りたいだけ
此刻的我，只想守護你

Innocence

2009-12-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

差一剎的地老天荒

2009-10-25T00:24:00.002+08:00

追追
趕趕　
推推　
撞撞　
目空一切　
理想燒光

真真　
假假　
跌過　
痛過　
愛的花火　
賜給我願與望

天黑　
天光　
天清　
天蒼　
曾經廝守　
暗地嚮往
可惜這夜　
煙花已謝　
沒法被仰望

差一刹我信地老天荒　
只差一步欲望幻化星光
誰和誰存活愛　
誰和誰埋沒愛　
天堂在哪方?

我怕就怕　
失望　
其餘一切也不枉
所有代價統統捨割　
心血都流光
抹去害怕　
撕掉希罕　
忘情才游到彼岸
我命裡結不出因果　
真假如浮雲天也在看

差一刹我信地老天荒　
只差一步欲望幻化星光
誰和誰存活愛　
誰和誰埋沒愛　
天堂在哪方

我怕就怕　
失望　
其餘一切也不枉
所有代價統統捨割　
心血都流光
抹去害怕撕掉希罕　
忘情才游到彼岸
我命裡結不出因果　
真假如浮雲天也在看

HMmmm

2009-10-23T02:39:00.002+08:00

Someone commented me that i don't appreciate the life that had given it to me....Hmmmm....very interesting....Well maybe i don't...but I only know this...As long as i carry on breathing...i am still going to face the problems. Yes i will rant problem here...because this is my blog...who doesn't want to be problem free ???....i think everyone doesn't want trouble keep bugging them...so yeah =)

Ughhhh

2009-10-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

I hate it when this happen, i can't get to sleep and when i can''t get to sleep the stupid feeling come back to me.

How stupid it is?? Well is very annoying, like you just can't get to sleep when you want to sleep so yeah so is like something you want badly but you failed to get it...Alot of thing is in my mind now..but one of my major concern is FYP, if everything goes fine that will be good, i am expecting Rigging problems and Animation problems....hope can pull it through. PLUS AFA....well is in November, not much big problem.....

Another thing is.....I don't know where i stand...in this world, the world is occupied by sooo many humans, one of me doesn't make any difference, i don't understand why I am this way....I rather i have not come into this world and let other people who have much more of a ablity to create better good for the world....

Buddy

2009-10-18T02:10:00.000+08:00

Wooots, learnt a few guitar tricks from buddy goh....sibeh shiok la but my finger is freaking tired and pain lol......

Life....

2009-10-07T03:11:00.002+08:00

What is life....??????

I don't know......

Everything must have balance ?

Kindness and Evil ?

Well i guess someone like me without any future will never have the answer...

I really hope the next generation of kids will cherish their time....

future...

2009-08-29T01:27:00.002+08:00

Hmm....Life is always full of surprises i shall say, just the other day i saw this bunch of secondary school kids and they are having fun each topic they talk, they were also talking about the subject or exam they are having. Howw nice was that, they have such an great bright future for them...I see people younger than me, sometime i do envy them because they have a bright and shinning future waiting for them to unlock...

For me, born to have no future, there is no future waiting for me, nor i can make a future because there is none..my future is NOW, this is my limelight and after next year no more, my light will go off no more future nothing at all, i can't even create a future for myself....Don't know, maybe people like me shall just perish with the dust....

But that is fine with me, another thing...when i facing her i am like facing a wall, but i am just plain dumb..trying to bang the wall, people ask me carry on, but i will not because i like that place and i won't budge, call me stupid or dumb, yes i know some of you guys care, but just let me be alright? Stop telling me to move on as this is my problem, don't make it yours....=)

Anyway, forming a group with a bunch of friends, i can't wait what install for us GAA =)....

GOD OR DEVIL???

2009-08-20T01:21:00.002+08:00

If you are given a power to choose....

WILL YOU BECOME GOD???? OR WILL YOU BECOME DEVIL????

Troubled

2009-08-09T02:34:00.000+08:00

Woah, lots of things to say and share....

1st stop, i am super tired of problem happening sick of it i should say, i mean all human relationship be it friends or anything, i really wish i have an ability to kill or destroy and make everything gone just in a moment, no trouble no problems, but the thing is this is part of a cycle called LIFE....-.-

I remembered someone predicted something and it's coming TRUE....I really didn't expect that it soooo fucking accurate, well i have no idea anymore...look like my time is almost up and is time for me to move on to a new heaven......

守護神-The guardian

2009-08-09T02:31:00.000+08:00

守護神-The guardian By Jam Project

尽きる事無い暗黒の破壊者
神に抗えし悪の化身
凍てついた時怒りの雄叫び
闇を切り裂く Power!

空がわれる炎が舞う巨大魔神見参!
ここまできたらもう誰にも抑えられない

振りかざしたその手でおまえはなにを掴むのか
熱く高ぶる勇気は誰のため
共に目指した場所に答えはきっとあるのだろう
走り続ける先に未来(あす)を見つめている
今地平を撃て!

血に飢えた歌迫り来る破壊者
空を埋め尽くす悪の軍団
一陣の風怒りの雷撃
闇を蹴散らせ God!

奴が叫ぶ大地が鳴る巨大魔神激突!
ここまできたらもうどこにも逃げ場所はない

誇り高き勇者は荒ぶる神の名を受けて
決められたその運命(さだめ)を走るだけ
世界中の命がおまえの力信じている
燃やせ正義の血潮未来(あす)を勝ち取るまで
今希望になれ!

振りかざしたその手でおまえはなにを掴むのか
熱く高ぶる勇気は誰のため
共に目指した場所に答えはきっとあるのだろう
走り続ける先に未来見つめている
今地平を撃て!

Kanjite Knight

2009-07-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

終焉の審判はくだされた
暗黒の軍団が押し寄せる
空を覆う炎紅く紅く燃えるBurnig!

一筋の雷光に照らされて
鋼鉄の番人がそびえ立つ
God's on the ground.奇跡を身にまとい

今世界は闇に抱かれ
その「力」を待ち続ける

おまえとなら感じてKnight
おまえならばできるRock me

運命(さだめ)から逃げ出せる術は無い
悲しみを振り切って突き進め
燃えたぎる怒りに熱く熱く吠えろ Saver!

襲い来る暗雲を切り裂いて
渾身の一撃で打ち砕け
Now, Break the wall!未来を解き放て!

人は誰も愛を求め
その「光」を追い続ける

おまえとなら感じてKnight
おまえならばできるRock me

おまえだけが最強のKnight
おまえならばできるRock me

おまえとなら感じてKnight
おまえならばできるRock me

おまえだけが最強のKnight
おまえならばできるRock me

Untrusted....

2009-07-01T00:48:00.004+08:00

This a rant and complaint thing...

If so, there is no point of me doing more....if that the way it shall be, you want to use people yet you don't trust the people, there is 0% of sincerity in it, if so then is shall be this way....there is no point carrying on like this, no trust and no sincerity = bang wall.

I have talked to Buddy Goh about this, is time for me to move on, is time for me to find a new heaven, a new heaven where i can work out my vision, goals and what do i really want in life...

(Finished)

I still haven't find what i want in life, but definitely i will find it. Buddy Goh gave me soo much encouragement and lots of advice, i know what i should do, but ultimately what i want in life in the final stage i haven't think through, but i got a clear path thanks to you...

This song i want to dedicate to him and daniel ang....

华丽大园里 谁在花海总心醉
求盛开之最 暗涌中一心竞追
似被无意往潮里去推
处在名利大时代里
我万世人随 仁义爱难除
言志未惧 愿望要去追

人杰站於天地中 笑问繁华盛世
一再适逢时 变幻不逢时
似场定局 命运后告知
像潮浪来回万次 去留亦泛起千变
风再起何时 花散何时
笑着看尽情义

谁在就事世 明月光怎想一世
华丽的一切 在镜中怎可记低
似被无意往潮里去推
偶遇从命运时局里
这人爱和谁随 仁义爱难除
无法未预料后悔去追

人杰站於天地中 笑问繁华盛世
一再适逢时 变幻不逢时
似场定局 命运后告知
像潮浪来回万次 去留亦泛起千变
风再起何时 花散何时
笑着看尽情义
心静了未变知

人杰站於天地中 笑问繁华盛世
一再适逢时 变幻不逢时
似场定局 命运后告知
像潮浪来回万次 去留亦泛起千变
风再起何时 花散何时
笑着看尽情义
风声似幻变 情了未歇止

New Divide...

2009-06-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hm.....Hey yo dear readers, LOL my blog getting dusty right? I know that why i am here to blog again, anyway yeah Alot of things had happened and i am still dealing with my personal problems but i will hang on.

TRANSFORMER 2 REVENGE OF THE FALLEN, thanks to gareth, we get to watch it on the 1st day when it come out, and it ROCKS! I am starting to like the new song, initially is soo What I've Done, but well i guess it fit into the movie soo well....

Class Chalet is coming....i am fucking excited about it....and i fucking miss her LOL, k byebye =)

HAHAHAHAHA

2009-06-05T20:24:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA....SO FUCKING HAPPY FOR 1 WEEK CCB.....HAPPPY HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

Goals...

2009-05-16T19:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun, and i had realise something, i know what i want to do, and my goal is very clear but i will need to take very tough road.

These are my goals
1)To be a comedian(Seriously, no joke) but not like Jack Neo or any local comedians.
2)To treat my family well
3)Treat my friends well

Yeah, so far these are my goals now, but i know the 1st goal i have to you guys might sound ridiculous but this is what i want to do for my future career, i might even take up Drama school after my army, but right now i will need to graduate from my ITE 1st.

Okie, next to countdown with 1 more day +)

Random thoughts...

2009-05-05T17:42:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Hey dear readers, I AM BACK LOL.

Alright, I am blogging here because i am god damn stuck at home, WHY? Because of my stomach is super weird, sometimes is okay, sometime it hurt like hell, I have no idea why? But took some po chai pills. SHOULD BE OKAY? I hope... I want to go back school tomorrow man, +X.

Okie, let see what shall we BROG??? Hmm... Oh yeah, best buddy goh ask her and me to stay in his house for one night, because he brought a BRAVIA and want to show us great stuff, and man Is was Soooooo FUCKING clear la, is like those super HD until cannot HD those type, we watched Doom, Mummy and Ratatouile.

After the Mummy movie, i went out to 7-11 to buy "Breezer" is not that ALCOHOLIC drink, is just a fruit drink alright? +). Anyway, after that Buddy goh dared me to drink DOM which contain 40% alcohol, hmm... I don't know is it because of the thing after all the movies, i actually slept very soundly 1st time in his house. Weird...

Next thing, i want to post. This is totally in my own opinion, i wonder why do guys need girls to accompany them, or rather, why must they date each other and become couple. For what i have seen soo far, alot of people went into relationship and within months or years, they break up, some of them even got married but in the end divorced.

Seriously, for me i will like a girl, but this is how i think it is, yeah she happy okay liao what, as long as i know she is fine, i am happy, but if we really get into relationship, won't she be a burden to me, and i am to her?? I mean come on la, face it la, especially those guys who are less than 19 years old. What can you give the girl you like in the future? Think about it, your career, you don't even have the money to support yourself and your own god damn family, how do you even think you can support a girl in her teens? Those people who are in secondary school talk about love and all that, come to think of it. What do we have to make sure the girls get happiness and won't live in porverty, unless you come from a rich family then that is a different thing.

And there this is question i want to ask, what is Love? what is the defination for it? meaning must be together for eternity??? IF there is someone who know the answer, do tell me =)

MAZIN KENZAN

2009-04-28T22:03:00.001+08:00

FUCKING HELLL LIVE THIS IS GREAT!!!! @.@

魔神見参

2009-04-24T20:04:00.002+08:00

魔神見参 by Jam Project

愛より赤く　燃やせ命の炎を
黒煙の彼方に　未来(あす)を見つめて敵を討て！

暗闇を引きつれて　奴等はやってくる
この地球(ほし)の運命を　もてあそぶように

たとえこの身が砕け散っても
小さな叫びは見捨てない　何があっても
「ターボスマッシャーパンチ！」

風より速く　飛ばせ正義の刃を
選ばれし勇者よ　Oh please come back again

羽ばたけ高く　行くぞ無敵の魔神よ
戦いの荒野に　愛と平和の矢を放て！！

血に飢えた軍団が　大地を埋め尽くす
この地球(ほし)を歴史ごと　焼き尽くすために

胸の震えは　獅子の魂
傷つくことなど恐れない　それが勇気さ
「光子力ビーム！」

気高く強く　吠えろ鋼の魔神よ
伝説の光を　Oh You can fly again

愛より赤く　燃やせ命の炎を
黒煙の彼方に　未来(あす)を見つめて敵を討て！

風より速く　飛ばせ正義の刃を
選ばれし勇者よ　Oh please come back again

愛より赤く　燃やせ命の炎を
黒煙の彼方に　未来(あす)を見つめて敵を討て！

This song is just freaking great, haha, hey what's up readers, i am back again yeah! what? My blog leh my blog leh, lol k la "LAME" finished. Anyway, I've been too disappointed with Kamen Rider switching over to Super ROBOTS wohoo, for kamen rider i will only collect Kuuga cause is my favourite series, after that SUPER ROBOTS, OMG GO NAGAI is damn good la, he is the artist/author for Mazinger Z, Getter Robo, Grendizer all that stuff, is just pure sweetness.

One of his reowned anime/manga is DEVILMAN, i have no idea is it his first anime/manga but i am currently watching it, his way of animating the picture is very classic and tradition some shots are just the background and they just shake with the camera, that about 1 frame, and damn I love it.

I have finished watching Mazinkaiser, it is my FAVOURITE Super Robot series, OMG. Ok, let me explain, Mazinger Z is a robot which can be a god or devil, however Mazinkaiser is a robot which can overcome GOD or Devil, and trust me, his FIRE BLASTER is O.O, if you guys had the chance please do go and watch it.

Talking about toy collection as i mentioned earlier, yea starting from this year July i will be official collection Super Robots, especially Mazinkaiser WOHOO, good bye Kamen Riders, Hello SUPER ROBOTS wohooo =) Okie BYE! MAZIN GOOOOO!

Huh?

2009-04-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

HAhaha, today damn funny, went to meet my tA gang with andric and we discuss lots of stuff, LOL yeah i want to make a very important annoucement update LOL, that is TAN JIAN YANG has bought me a Kuuga Figuarts for my damn EARLY advance Birthday gift. Thank you Jian yang really appreciate it from my deepest of my heart, THANK YOU +).....

Next year i repay with a hot night at hotel 81 K? LOL. NO la, i am straight, thank you really =)

Departure 3

2009-04-09T21:56:00.001+08:00

Departure

Watching you entering the departure hall....I really don't know how to describe it, just soo ....I know i will see you again, however I'll really want you to be beside me forever. I know is a impossible mission, but whatever it is, no matter how many girls i have seen, met, known..I only know that you are the one for me, there is no other girls to compare, they can't even make up of 1 percent of you.

You are the only perfect girl for me, i will never change my thinking and this will always be remembered in my heart. No matter what happen, even if i am to be single for life i will not care, because you are the one who i need and nobody else can replace you in my heart....

Alright, today went to changi airport and send her off to Hong Kong, but i met bas before her was typing some thing at tosta, woah that place is really great. good atmosphere, quiet, however there is two secondary school kids went to play catching, spoiling the atmosphere -.-.... Thinking of becoming a regular customer there, gotta try the expresso there, don't know how it taste like.

Went to tampines to get stuff, TAN JIAN YANG, basket you Call you, sms you no reply... wah lao, went into the new mall Tampines 1.....SUPERRRRR CROWDED, i am not used to crowds like this but well kind of like it, maybe because of me liking the place Tampines, Pasir Ris all that. +)

Saw the shop jian yang was talking about, the shirts all like range $20 to $30+++, but i didn't really entered it cause IS TOOOOO PACK AND NEED TO WAIT FOR 40 mins to get in ? WTF ? i rather go home sleep..... well that about it, will try to blog more often LOL.

Interesting

2009-03-28T03:18:00.003+08:00

Hey, yoyo dear readers i am back =).

Yeah and woah, soo fast we land ourselves in March 2009 and great is coming to April soon, hence OMG then come May, will may be the month for me?? Don't know, don't care =)

Alright, i am blogging in the morning 3 am LOL, good morning =)! Yeah i am being lame, alright time to blog. Well i had some lots of fun this month with all my frens, like going Kbox with Zoe meimei, Yeeting meimei and Jian Yang buddy, damn fun la, but don't blame me i prefered going Kbox with my tA gang cus they are MORE MAD and trust me that day you guys only see me at 1% of maddness=).

Okie done, with the kbox post, next, hmmm i am not soo sure about this myself, times and times how i wish to go back in time to redo my mistake in secondary school, now everytime i see those secondary school kids having fun, i actually envy them, cause i did not have that in secondary school, yeah my ITE class rocks and they are the best people in the world, but sometimes i do wonder, why can't my secondary school life be soo fun as ITE life, i know time couldn't go back and even we can go back to the past, we can't change history, everything must have balance......

Balance.....hmm.......Maybe it is fated to be this way, maybe i am supposed to have a f**ked up secondary school life and end up with the best place, best people on earth, don't get me wrong tA peeps, you guys were the greatest peeps too don't worry =)! Hmm.... Everything must have been fated bah, and how can i forget my best buddy in the whole wide universe VICTOR GOH.

We've known each other for 5 years and woah man, seriously what can i say about him? Without him man i seriously will be lost till this day, really victor you've done alot for me, and i pretty sure i did the same too HAHAHAHA, well at least i did accompany you with the breezer LOL, we've been through soo many up and down together, we even been through life and death together for 2 years, i don't know what to say man, from a relieve teacher i met in secondary school until an unbreakable 5 years coming to 6 years bond, i hope we will continue this way THE TURTLE BROTHERS/HUM BROTHERS FOR THE WIN and always ADDIAS AND ACE!

Well, i think that about it bah, oh yeah brother bas birthday is coming =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAS IN ADVANCE LOL +)

So that about it, i think i might blog again during april LOL APRIL OKIE +)

Oh yeah, the next song is one of my personal favorite song, is a cantonese song =) so enjoy +) and of course it is dedicated to all my friends, classmates and of course my best buddy victor goh =)

Oh can you feel
Our sweat and tears
We’ll overcome
Hardship and fear

我有我志氣也有傲氣
我信有勇氣那靠運氣
我與你發放這個道理
艱苦都未忘記
世界變我志氣卻未變
奮勇去戰勝每次挑戰
惡勢那會蓋過我視線
未怕面對著驚險

熱血在湧
誰能操控
讓我們邁向夢想的天空
遇上狂風
誰人心痛
都會衝

世界裡惡勢奮勇力搏
我與你壓制每每罪惡
法制向你我已作付托
思路黑白明確
那會放肆每秒也備戰
勇猛氣勢會永遠不變
惡勢那會蓋過我視線
未怕面對著驚險

Happy birthday Andric

2009-03-08T16:01:00.001+08:00

Now at andric's house, playing games HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRIC!!!!!

Schooling

2009-03-06T17:08:00.002+08:00

YO. At class blogging, yes ar I finish Uncle Ee assignment on time and now chilling at lab wohooo, i love my class, yeah Sri now tickling teri LOL damn farnie, Haiz. Saddened thinking of her everytime, my mind is memerised by her WHAT THE FARK is wrong with me ? But well i hope i can see her on sunday =).

Oh yeah, just on another note i have 3 top ranking for my favourite band, 1st X japan, 2nd TMG and finally ranking 3rd ANTHEM wohoo they rock. that all, will come back to blog once i am free =)

Cleared Vision

2009-02-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

Hey readers, i am back LOL, cause you asked for more.

There is something i want to say about, regarding to my last blog post about the friendship, today i went out with my friends and i have confirmed what i have wanted, this part will sound very very emo, so readers please bear with me alright ?

To every single one of you guys out there who really knew me, my classmate, tokuAsia people, my other friends, if my words or the things have hurt you mentally and physically, I'm truely very sorry about my action and my words, from my bottom of my heart.

1st stop, my classmates FA0804P, you guys have been the greatest in my heart and will always be, this include the lecturers as well.

2nd stop, tA people, you guys have been too the greatest people i ever met in my life, and really a big thanks to everyone of you, daniel(ang), boss, bas, liwen, gareth, nelson, alvin, jace. whoever names i did not mention is included as well, so far whatever i had done i am terribly sorry if i had hurt either one of you guys with my words or actions, i am not sure in the future but please do tell me if i terribly say something i should not have.

Now i have confirm what i wanted, about last post on 13 Feb, forget about it. Is just only a angry comment but i still believe that a bond take years to build up but is just take a second to break it.

Okie for fun, TODAY KTV WOOHOOOOO WITH tA PEEPS and everyone was having fun wohooo LOL, that it for today, tml will try upload the pics and thanks liwen for the pic and video =)

Frienship

2009-02-13T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, i will post out something that is going to be very hurtful, but aside from my class let me repeat IS NOT MY CLASS RETARDS ALRIGHT..

This is what i had learnt, this thing call Friendship, Haha friends could have been hi bye friends, close friends and all that, there are lots of different genre of friends. It does take alot of time to see which friends are worth your time which friends are not, there are certain friends can be very very close to you, but just because of a girl he is willingly to break the bond between you. All those hard work for 3 years just break off like that.

Bullshit! This had lead me to believe that a bond takes up many many times to build up but it will take a SECOND to break one even if you have spend time building up. SO to me, there will never be a friendship that will last long, and from some incident that had occured it made me believe that there are no true friends you can trust, nor there are ETERNAL FRIENDSHIP NEVER WILL HAPPEN!

Let me repeat this is not about MY CLASS, THEY ARE ARE DIFFERENT!! =)

I am such a jackass =)

Moment of Truth

2009-02-13T02:17:00.001+08:00

This is some guy who told me, and i found it very true seriously and only this guy understand me.

Wishy Washy
Endangered
Ice Man

Jackass
Idiot
Elephant

My initals enjoy+)

CLEARED

2009-02-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

HAhaha, to that community, i have a cleared vision of what to do thanks to someone who had talked, you should know who are you K? LOL I will not leave the community =)

Dilenma PT 2 ??

2009-02-11T18:17:00.002+08:00

Yo guys, I am back for more life stories to share with you guys, but of course is mine life stories not yours LOL =)

1st stop FA0804P woohoo best class ever entered even if the class had changed, even if we quarrel, even we hate some people in our class, but i am very sure that our bond that all of us had except for some, will always be there even if we all changes and become another person, the bond that we have built up will remained in my heart FOREVER. RETARDS FOR THE WIN =)

2nd, there is this community which had done alot for me and i really do appreciate it, teaching me stuff that i will never ever forget for future usage, however, i don't know why, somehow or rather i feel that they are just too good for me, and i am just too bad for them. I don't understand why it will happen but it just did alright, they have soo much contribution and i can't do much for them, i felt that i am not needed in that community, I don't know is just very contradicting, I don't know whether is should just leave the community or just stay there and leech on people whom really contribute not like me....I do not know, i need more time to sort this thing out...

Air burst

2009-01-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

Phew, haven't been blogging for weeks man and well i am back. Oh My GOD, i just can't believe that i am having a very happy life now, because i really had no idea that school is soo much fun, well at least my classmate, but there are somethings that will happen which will lead to a argument, for me is all part of communication.

FA0804P will always be remembered in my heart, and from my bottom of my heart. We are going into 2nd year soon in about few more months, i wished all of us will just enjoy the last year we are going to experience with each other. Another thing to add on, if i did anything wrong in class please forgive my actions or whatever might have caused it. =) Love you guys from FA0804P

Alright, tokuAsia, Hmmmm......How should i put this? Okie well not a bad start, we started to asked people who had costumes to see if they are interested, we are also thinking of props and all that, i really must say, we all are starting to get ourselves more involve than last year and this year DEKARANGER the series has started running in tokuAsia, and it was FANTASTIC, SOO MIND BLASTING!

Haiz, on another sad note, chinese new year is coming and I THROUGHLLY HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR, come on la, is just another day why go make a fuss out of it using firecracker and all that, true enough we get money but i rather to have a peace and quiet day staying at home......STUPID CHINESE NEW YEAR GRRRR.....

Alright, that all for today, got to run =)

FEELING

2008-12-30T20:28:00.001+08:00

YEAH, I AM EXCITED FOR TOMOLO, NO MORE 2008......2009 HERE WE COME LOL TOKUASIA 4th YEAR.....

Everything Passes Away

2008-12-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

Today, I feel soo bad and very bad, there is this good buddy i have but i not gonna go into the details, and one day he got himself a girlfriend, so he introduced to me and three of us become very very close, but he wanted to breakup with her and somehow or rather it had to become me to help him tell her.

So today i've told her and passed her a book that the guy wanted to pass to her, HAIZ.......I feel damn bad about it...I seriously feel DAMN BAD DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!

Tommorow is Rebirth + SPD Filming i don't even think i had the feeling to put in 101% ARGH DAMN and the following next song is dedicated to the girl......

Let nothing disturb you
Let nothing frighten you
Everything passes away

Looking into the past
Thought a mirror copy
I am I ever going to find out
What I am searching for
Everybody count your stars
From the past to remind us
Living is a test of love
Impossible life
Sometimes I feel like
I shut down and fade to light
AIEIE IEYAA

Everything passes away
Woahoahoa
And not your heart
Be so troubled by this
Everything passes away
Woahoahoa
And not your heart
Be divided by this.
Everything, everything
Everything passes away

What if you find yourself
In a room full of riches
Having everything you want
Does it feel alright
What if you looked again
See the love that?s around you
Isn?t it a better place
For your heart to live
Sometime I?ll rise up
And latch on to what you need.
Yeahie yeahie yeahie yeah

Everything passes away
Woahoahoa
And not your heart
Be so troubled by this
Everything passes away
Woahoahoa
And not your heart
Be divided by this
Everything, Everything
Everything passes away

So god so loved the would
And gave his only forgotten sun
And those who always believe in him
Shall not perish
But have eternal life
Eternal life
Eternal life

Everything passes away.
Woahoahoa
And not your heart
Be so troubled by this
Everything passes away
Woahoahoa
And not your heart
Be divided by this.

Everything passes away.
Everything passes away.
Everything, Everything
Everything passes away.
Everything, Everything
Everything passes away.

Begones..

2008-12-07T17:59:00.002+08:00

Okie, about yesterday after thinking thru soo much, it time to go, let it past, goodbye to my regret and let start a new journey, Pei Rong if you are reading this let's all be friends again and let the past go bah, it's already been soo long ago, Nelson and Sarah thanks, felt relieved LOL. GOODBYE REGRETS! LET'S MAKE IT GREAT AGAIN!

Undone

2008-12-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

Haiz, guys sorry this post will be quite childish though LOL.

Alright things goes this way, i was suppose to have a fun day today, of course i really had fun with the tA guys and sarah mei mei, we were playing pool and filming stuff, but something the least i expected happened.

Story goes like this, there is this incident which had led me to my darkest moment in secondary school life, and I was lucky that i have tA guys to help me to find my way out, everything had been going smoothly, after secondary school life or even better than the shitty secondary school life, however it occured when someone just avoided me and for some certain reason, we couldn't even talk properly.

So sarah mei mei and nelson was kinda close to that person, so they just lured me to Shaw plaza and there she was, flashback and old memories return to me, but all was burnt in hatred, how can you expect me to treat it as if nothing had happened, i was in a total ruin guy for fucking ONE year, maybe there are people who are worse than me, i don't know.

I know nelson and sarah mei mei meant good, but this is for the person. What's done cannot be undone, if you do understand it, it's already over don't make me feel bad all over again, i had already recovered from my past, never again i gonna trust any single soul in my secondary school people, except for sarah mei mei.

That all =)

Roots Of the King

2008-11-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

その手に浮かび上がる　紋章が証し
闇の色を集め纏う　オーラのように
Roots of the king （×4）
Roots of the king (×4)

守られるべきものは　種族の掟
背く罪は瞬間　裁かれて

世界を滅ぼすという　力のため
現れた純血の継承者

Judge it, King　紡がれてきた　運命のSaga
その腕にゆだねられた
牙を剥いた者は　永遠に奈落を彷徨う
What is real?　圧倒的な
支配を今　大空に仕掛けてくる
揺るぎない存在　Roots of the king

その椅子に座るのは　唯（ただ）１人だけ
紛い物は虚しく　消えてゆくだけ
Roots of the king （×4）
Roots of the king (×4)

闇の祝福の中　歩み続ける
約束されたステージ　登ってく
世界はまだ気付かずに　回り続け
選ばれた純血の継承者

Judge it, King　受け継がれてた　運命のSaga
この時代黒く染める
牙を剥いた者は　永遠の死を知るのだろう
What is real?　始まったのは
希望じゃなく　絶望と笑っている
揺るぎない自信は　Roots of the king

光射せば　密かに
影もまた出来るよう
それは決して消せない　Roots of blood

Judge it, King　紡がれてきた　運命のSaga
その腕にゆだねられた
牙を剥いた者は　永遠に奈落を彷徨う
What is real?　圧倒的な
支配を今　大空に仕掛けてくる
風が巻き起こって　その姿あらわす
Roots of the king!
Roots of the king!

Wohooo Mangas

2008-11-10T20:39:00.003+08:00

Okies, Dear Readers, guess what?

Mr.Victor Goh is the best, he gave about 50 books of manga, including Bastard, Doraemon and more, OMG LOL. Love him to the core man, thanks man love it, and those classmates who are in KL please miss us, and of course we miss you guys too, it feels soo weird you guys are not around, please come back soon, FA0804P NEED YOU GUYS FASTER COME BACK LOL.....Abang Khidir, your ear piece is with me, come and collect it from when you come back from KL...+)

ZOE TAN ZIBEI, THIS CORNER IS ESP FOR YOU, but i only have 3 words for you, SIAO CHARBOR

Mrs.Tan

2008-11-08T17:54:00.001+08:00

Hello Dear Mrs Tan,
Hahaha, Always kena bully by me, how fun bo? I entertaining you in the place Mr.Tan, cus today Mr.Tan go Zoo, hahaha i will charged him $$ for it don't worry. LOL no GST.

Paintball

2008-10-07T19:59:00.003+08:00

Hey hey, not bad not bad, i am back again, soo let's see what should i blog about. Oh yeah start off with what happen yesterday, guess what Fa0804P and Class 2V does? That right is PAINTBALL WAR, wohooo, we had soo much fun yesterday and god bless even though yesterday was raining, it didn't get postpone LOL.

Lot's of fun and excitiment, it really does look like a battlefield, and i get shot once on the mouth and holy shit the taste of paintball sucks you won't like it. Trust me when i say it sucks, it really sucks hahaha, really lots of fun, i wanted to go with tA gang too if they want but it very expensive, hahaha maybe one day =).

AND THE PICS

OKIE, NEXT BIG THING, CONGRATS TO TAN JIAN YANG AKA FAIZ, TAROU and Deka Green, GOT GIRLFRIEND LIAO WOHOOO!~

Okie, byebye LOL LOVE FA0804P OKIE +)

Hauls..

2008-09-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

Alrite, today went to chinatown with my classmates, and guess what OMFG I SAW A KAMEN RIDER V3 SOUCHAKU AND IS IN A VERY GOOD CONDITION...but the shoulder joint parts are abit lose, BUT OMG FOR 10 bucks is worth my money, and guess what i even bought Kiva Bassher Form and i have completed Kiva collection, wohooo!

I'll Trust You Forever

2008-09-08T15:40:00.004+08:00

I'll Trust You Forever
BY: Yuri Amano

Ain't nothing gonna stop me now, I'm gonna make it
I'm running hard and straight ahead
Can't even take the time to mop
The sweat that's streamin' like the rain off my head

Didn't know what I was living for, I couldn't take it
I stood there with nothing I could believe
My life was just a mystery
I hid my heart and soul way up in my sleeve

Now that we're both together
Trading lines to help each other understand
Now I'm awfully glad we got mad at each other at all

Down and out when U don't know what to do
That's the time you reach your hand out softly to me
No way we'll ever be parted again
We'll be friends, you'll see my eyes are following you

No matter what the changes the future may bring
It's you I'll remember always
I'll trust you forever

And as I run into the wind, I feel myself reviving
Blowing the sweat off of me now
Until I am awakening into a day to make a dream come true

It could be anybody
Everyone has got a jewel shining inside
But if they're covered in fears let the tears
Wash those troubles away

Fight on strong until the sun goes down
Raise your fist and wave it in the air like a flag
Wounds all over from your head to your toes
So it goes, but you have learned to laugh through it all
We lie upon our backs and feel the Earth down below
And squint at the stars above us.

Don't give up! You're gonna make it today
Move ahead, forever forward and never look back
You're not alone or by yourself anymore
You've got someone you can count on everyday.

You'll carry us on

tokuAsian MADDNESS

2008-09-07T15:20:00.007+08:00

Hey guys, i am back and yesterday me and my tokuAsian gang was CRAZY, and i really meant crazy, LOL. Okay, let start off with what happen, yesterday we are having our celebration for the success of the photoshoot, so we decided to go to Marche and have our dinner, which everything started going crazy.

Let's start of with what we have, all of us ordered a rosti plus a good old Root Beer Bundaberg, that is our favourite drink =). After that, we started our random lame jokes and all that, after awhile Gareth, Jy and basil went to get other things, and it started raining, when bas came back with his food, i told him raining, he make a big deal out of it, he goes "AHHH!" HAHAHAHAHAHA, OMG someone like bas does that, HAHAHAHAHA.

Next, i don't know what happen boss started doing something that is out of the world, like the food, he couldn't get it at one shot, just lots of random things.

And the big thing, TOY R US, HAHAHAHAHA, that the place where everyone goes MAD! Trust me when i say MAD, we are really MAD!! We started doing super random things, i can't explain it here, but really it was soo god damn fun, LOL, k la write till here.

Soo see you guys next time.+)

Addition tokuAsian MADNESSS!!

Happy Birthday to You

2008-09-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

It's been one year since we knew each other, alot of things had happened, and right now you are in San Fransisco with your mom, haha but still today mark your big day, maybe you won't have a chance to read this but Happy Birthday to you~=)

tAsian, Photoshoot, Feeling

2008-08-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I am back LOL yeah end of the month right, sorry man i really busy with my project "Wana" and some more this month has been soo BUSY for me, like tokuAsia Photoshoot, WANA and more Rebirth, but september is kinda relax month for me.

Phew, tired from all these and I really want to thank those who came for the Photoshoot yesterday, it was a sucess, everyone there make this photoshoot possible, and actually i don't really excpect much things, but yet we actually made it and from my bottom of my heart, thank you guys...

Next, I don't know what is wrong with me, i am just in love with songs like Sweet child'o mine, November rain and all these rock song, it just suit my character and they express all my feeling out, sorry to ah bang khidir need to tahan my weirdness hehehe, but i will continue, and now i want to share this song call Sweet Child'O Mine.

The Call

2008-07-26T02:13:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, I haven't been blogging for quite a long time or rather i haven't been blogging since June, my last post is about Kuuga Opening Live that all.

Ok, here goes NOW i made great friends in ITE and met alot of different kinds of people in my school, yes every now and then there will be quarrels, but is just that can't they just settle once for peace i mean look, both of them are already 17/18 i believe they are mature enough bah, which i hope so.
(I don't want to elaborate more)

Now back to REBIRTH, seriously Guan Cheng don't blame me for saying this, at the start I've thought that you are interested in the project, everything is almost complete is just for the photo shoot and yet you can't separate between work and own emotions, i thought you can do it, but you really bring the biggest disappointment to the whole TEAM of Rebirth.

Guan cheng, no matter what this is still for you, I still treat you as my friend so really please, contact me or anyone in the team asap, treat is a farewell thing or settle it once and for all.

Ok, next went to KTV with bas and gareth, is like soo fun sial hope to go again one more time. =)

K, i shall end here, i shall update this blog ONCE in awhile, LOL no la joking see how =)

Kuuga...

2008-06-19T00:21:00.001+08:00

KAMEN RIDER KUUGA!

FA0804P

2008-05-09T19:29:00.002+08:00

Wah, i am soo gonna blog about my class stuff man, seriously is GOD DAMNN fun. Life has never ever been the same before, getting in this class having meeting soo many weirdos is soo great, at least i know i am not the only one who is weird, my whole god damn class is filled with "Weirdos" hahahahaha.(Including me LOL)

K let me begin by my group, our group name H.A.V.O.C production was made up by six people initially was.
1st. Daniel
2nd.Andric
3rd.Rachel
4th.Guan Zhong
5th.Kalai
6th.Weijie(me)

Now, we have grown smaller because each of us have things to do, so now we only left with five people and one reserved LOL.

1st.Andric
2nd.Rachel
3rd.Guan Zhong
4th.Kalai
5th. Weijie(me)

Hahaha and finally Daniel the reserved, don't get angry ar LOL.

As time goes by we met different people, like Amirul, Akil,Adil,Zul,Khidir ah bang, Roy, Mabel, Cheryl,Jia Xian, Cindy,Veron, Faith, Chong Yin, Osborn and lots more la(those whom i haven't mentioned here don't get angry k) LOL.

Slowly we started out hanging out with each other, playing pranks on each other like Record Breaker LOL omg that is soo funny. We also had those very meaningful events like the Blood Donating Drive, it was my first time donating blood, Cool. LOL

Well now to the lecturers, wah all of them, i don't know what to say, they just steady bom beep beep lecturers, i won't tell you guys what they did, but they are just AIZAI(In hokkien, this mean very steady) .

K la i write till here, will continue our Class story, ONWARD CLASS FA0804P =).

Snow...

2008-05-01T23:52:00.001+08:00

Wah, today went out with gareth to cash converter, bought an album called Snow by various artist, the music is sooo peaceful....damn is soo nice....maybe not to all la but in my own opinion is one of the greatest music i ever heard apart from X Japan, X Japan still the no.1 lol......so here is a track from my player....enjoy....

Love Phantom

2008-04-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

You must know what I am.
I must tell you what I've been loving.
I'm nothing, lifeless, soulless.
Cause I'm "LOVE PHANTOM

いらない何も捨ててしまおう
君を探し彷徨う MY SOUL
STOP THE TIME, SHOUT IT OUT
がまんできない僕を全部あげよう
I don’t want anything, I’ll throw it all away
My soul that searches and wanders for you
Stop the time, shout it out, I can’t hold it back anymore
I’ll give all of me

せわしい街のカンジがいやだよ
君はいないから
夢に向かい交差点を渡る
「途中の人」はいいね
I hate the atmosphere of this bustling city
Because you’re not here
I envy those who are crossing the streets
On the way to realize their dreams

ふたりでひとつに
なれちゃうことを
気持ちいいと思ううちに
少しのズレも許せない
せこい人間になってたよ
When our two bodies become one
I feel such glorious esctacy
That I wouldn’t allow the slightest shift
I have become such a shallow person

君がいないと生きられない
熱い抱擁なしじゃ意味がない
ねえ、 2人でひとつでしょ
yin&yan
君が僕を支えてくれる
君が僕を自由にしてくれる
月の光がそうするように
君の背中にすべり落ちよう
［そして私はつぶされる］
丁度風のない海のように
退屈な日々だった
思えば花も色褪せていたよ
君に会うまでは
I can’t go on living without you
Life has no meaning without your passionate embrace
Say, weren’t we two as one, yin and yang?
You have made me what I am
You set me into my freedom
And just like the moonlight does
I'm gonna glide down your back
(Girl : And I’m destroyed...)
Like the ocean without the slightest wind
The past were such boring days
To think about it, even the colours of flower were tainted
Right until I met you
As if two wet bodies have been molded into one
We’re unseparated day or night
Those past moments, were they true?
And what do you have in mind now?

腹の底から君の名前を
叫んでとびだしたIt's my soul
カラのカラダがとぼとぼと
はしゃぐ街を歩く
From the bottom of my stomach
I ran and cried out your name, it’s my soul !
My empty body limps weakly
Within this blossoming city

欲しい気持ちが成長しすぎて
愛することを忘れて
万能の君の幻を
僕の中に作ってた
The feeling of wanting grew acute
So much that I forgot the real meaning of love
A perfect image of you
I create this mirage within myself

いらない何も捨ててしまおう
君を探し彷徨う MY SOUL
STOP THE TIME, SHOUT IT OUT
がまんできない僕を全部あげよう
I don’t want anything, I’ll throw it all away
My soul that searches and wanders for you
Stop the time, shout it out, I can’t hold it back anymore
I’ll give you all of me...!!!

［幻をいつも愛してる
何もわからずに］
［Can you hear the sound
it's my soul
I will give you
anything,anything
you want…］

Hmm....So what ??

2008-04-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, long time never update now I am trying to post a long one here yar ? ok *breathes in* here goes.

Alright, let's start with March 08, where have I been? WORKING, oh man working in PC Harbour is soo god damn fun, learned alot of new stuff like how come computer got this and that, and my boss is soo @.@, the way he work on those computers is as if he is a god for them, OMFG.

Next, my co-worker, they are soo fun to work with people like Tracy, Merry, Meng Yeow(boss),Nasri and Jessica. LOL, we made soo many jokes with each other, but when it comes down to work, we of course will take it seriously la...Working leh what do you expect man? LOL.

K, ITE LIFE, just started OMG is like damn fun to study there la, ITE is not what people think of what it is lorh, we also have successful people there lorh....Going ITE is not the worst situation you can get, not being able to learn new thing in your life is the worst.

Met new friends there, for now my buddies are Daniel AKA Blackman LOL, Guan Zhong, Endrick and we formed ourselves as the Havoc Production *take note of this* because WE ARE THE BEST! =)

Hmm.... what's next ??....Oh yeah....that....

K I READ SOMETHING ON SOMEONE'S BLOG AND I GOT SOO PISSED OFF THAT GOT ME UPDATED FXXK.......(I am not going to reveal this guy blog but those tA people should know who la)

This is soooo god damn wtf....Ask you all this question, What if the one girl you like/love like other guys and don't even care about your feeling?........
A.Feel Fucked UP
B.Carry on with life, and just wished her well
C.Still like/love her but still carry on with life
D.Blame on this and that, complain about this and that

My answer is all the above except for option D, because if she like other guys so what ?? So be it lorh, the earth is still spinning, people is still living on, SO WHAT IF THE GIRL DON'T LIKE YOU? As long as you know that you like/love that girl, and you have done all you can, then what do you want to do next? What more do you want, if cannot means cannot la, you can still like/love her by all mean, but does it make it a necessary to have her?

And you still blame on this and that? for what? all you are doing is just pure dumb stupid, because you are bullying yourself ? what? trying to seek attention? Come on la 20 years old nia, there are guys older than you and they don't even have a girlfriend before (*quoted from bas) Haix.... k i shall stop here...don't feel like wasting too much energy here, tomorrow have better things to do +)

So byebye my dear readers, see ya next hmm.......I also not sure when will I update again LOL HAHAHAHAHA, if I have the time I will try la, Now got alot of projects to think about =)

X JAPAN !!!

2008-03-31T23:33:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, long time no post =X don't have the time to post and too lazy, this blog is not dead IT IS BACK WITH X JAPAN I.V LET'S MAKE IT GREAT.

Here is a video of X Japan Live 2008, please FULL BLAST THE VIDEO

DogFight

2008-02-22T00:04:00.001+08:00

飛び出せ Wicked show 空気ビリビリ裂く noise
シバいて乗りこなせ暴れん坊のパディー
絶対退かない気迫 The ドッグファイト
ぶっといレッドゾーンの悲鳴に痺れたい
はかない閃光 like a 流星一瞬の輝きでもかまわない
垣間みた貴重な風景いつか語りたい
そういまは本能のまま DOGFIGHT

Burst into the wicked show with an air-shattering noise
Harnessing and controlling your unruly partner
A spirit that will never back down from the dogfight
I want to be stunned by huge screams from the red zone
A fleeting flash like a shooting star; if there's just a moment to shine, I don't care
Caught a glimpse of the precious scenery; someday, I want to tell about it
Yeah, now just react on instinct in the dogfight

シビレたい夢ならココにあるカゲロウ破る風 Backfire
昨日など捨ててきな今から Rocket dance (DOGFIGHT)
叫べない願いが痛むならすぐにおいで You're big time gambler
愚かさは美しい曲線 Crazy game (Break it break it strike it shake it)
Baby this is your ecstasy

Your enchanting dream is here, a backfire that rips through the shimmering heat
Throw away the past, it's time to rocket dance
If you're pained by your unvoiced wishes, step right up, you're big time gambler
Your foolishness is a beautiful curve in this crazy game

ハハ、騒音も Everywhere 横殴り5Gほどのヘヴィウェイト
ギリで走行ミリの攻防 Za-za-zan
楽勝で踏んでいけるゼまだまだ

Haha, the noise is everywhere, a heavyweight that can throw you aside with 5G's
Driving on the edge, a battle of millimeters, za-za-zan
I can still go on flooring it to easy victories

Hey rhyme to rhyme 全然まだ足んない
限界のμ 沸点こえた武者震い
周囲の声が痛い程度じゃまだ若い
見放されてからがホントのパラダイス
激流に浮かんでるドライリーフもしも運命が木の葉ならば
波にのまれてしまう前にいま躍り上がり
ギラギラひかり照らせ DOGFIGHT

Hey rhyme to rhyme, still everything's not enough
The finite mu, shaking with the excitement of passing the boiling point
The pain level of the ambient voice is still low
After being able to give it up, you'll find true paradise
If fate is like a leaf, a dry leaf floating on the rapids
I'm gonna leap up now before it gets swallowed up by the waves
And shine with a dazzling light in the dogfight

シビレたい夢ならココにあるカゲロウ破る風 Backfire
目を閉じない強気のままで Shiny bullet (DOGFIGHT)
やるせないナミダじゃ絵描けない焼けた空気手をかざした
その愛よりいとしい快感 Crazy game (Break it break it strike it shake it)
Baby this is your ecstasy

Your enchanting dream is here, a backfire that rips through the shimmering heat
With the strength to keep your eyes open for the shiny bullet
Can't paint with cheerless tears, hands held up in the burning air
A pleasure more lovely than your love in this crazy game

遥か向こうあの蜃気楼缶コーヒー片手の夕陽色
この道に終わりはないこと告げる風が吹いたら
Hey yo 飛び出せ Wicked show 空気ビリビリ裂く noise
シバいて乗りこなせ暴れん坊のバディー
絶対退かない気迫 The ドッグファイト
ぶっとい声聴かして Let me hear you say yeah say yeah
Somebody 探して Everybody 応え叫び声あげろさあスクリーム
1. 2. kick it

That mirage far in the distance, a can coffee in one hand, the colors of the sunset
If the wind blows, telling me that this road will never end
Hey yo, burst into the wicked show with an air-shattering noise
Binding and restraining your brutal body
A spirit that will neer back down from the dogfight
Sing with your huge voice, let me hear you say yeah, say yeah
Somebody ask, everybody reply, raise your voices, now, scream
1 2 kick it

シビレたい夢ならココにあるカゲロウ破る風 Backfire
昨日など捨ててきな今から Rocket dance (Look at my dance)
叫べない願いが痛むならすぐにおいで You're big time gambler
愚かさは美しい曲線 Crazy game (Break it break it strike it shake it)
Baby this is your ecstasy

Your enchanting dream is here, a backfire that rips through the shimmering heat
Throw away the past, it's time to rocket dance
If you're pained by your unvoiced wishes, step right up, you're big time gambler
Your foolishness is a beautiful curve in this crazy game

CNY coming!!

2008-02-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hey, yoyo what's up my fellow readers, sorry long time never update because been working, and i am tired from the work i had.

K, my O level i failed, yes i admit it is my fault the way i study is just too wrong, "you are just too lazy, you need to change the habit of studies." quoted from bas. I will change, i will never ever forget this and work toward my goal.

My current goals:
1st. Go ITE and learn new stuff
2nd. Take private candidate and retake O level
3rd.Chase the girl i like
4th. Get a laptop
5th. Sony Alpha
6th. Go to poly get a fucking damn diploma to survive in Singapore

Man these are my goals for my life, wohoo now i need to work towards my goal....

NOW, cny is coming boring sia need to cut hair, buy new clothes ARGHHH tired, and auntie faye is leaving white sand hangten, DAMNNN, haiz, i will miss her very much T.T Aunt faye must take care and please must miss us.

And now there is alot thing in my mind, REBIRTH, DEKABREAK VS GATACK , TOKUASIA STUFF, make me high sia, k i go sleep tml working full shift, bye bye my dear readers.

I.V

2008-01-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

Needles are piercing through my skin
I'll tell you the feeling what it's like
is life just all about deception
Please don't be a part of a fairy tale
but you're so young to play with my own will
Should I trade the breath of my life for freedom?

(In the rain)I'm calling you, dear
(Find the way)Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain)Life's bleeding from fear
(Find its place)I will give it straight from my vein

This never meant i can't sit by
They say as if it takes me somewhere
Just let me swallow the faith by injection
Life better be rushing to my head, my love
I've played with this game before
to find a piece of my true self
I'm lost within

(In the rain)I'm calling you, dear
(Find the way)Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain)Life's bleeding from fear
(Find its place)I will give it straight from my vein

I'm feeling my pain
do you feel where it's been?
can you cope with history
of the world
when it's sad part of life?
can set the shadows fade, forever fade away?

I'm calling you, dear
Can't you see me standing right here?
Life's bleeding from fear
I will give it straight from my vein

(In the rain)I'm calling you, dear
(Find the way)Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain)Life's bleeding from fear
(Find its place)I will give it straight from my vein

This is wtf...

2007-12-28T08:33:00.000+08:00

I cannot believe what I've done, when people are sad, i'll tell them to have hope all this and that, but bringing myself to it, is hard.

I just can't let you go, i am alway thinking of you anytime, any place, any where. The place where i work, is the place where the confession take place, every time i walked passed the place, i will always remember the happy time we spent together......

I still have the audacity to ask people that there are something that we die die must let go, this is bullshit, i can't even force myself to let go of you, i just say that just console someone, I JUST CAN'T LET YOU GO, I JUST CAN'T, everytime when there is a break for me during my work, i will just sit on the benches near the place where i confessed to you.

Yes, i am very tired of work, but once i reach the place, it gave me an unknown power to carry on with my work, it gave me the power to continue, but there is only one thing to describe me, i am just plain stupid......and there is one thing i want to say....I love you......

Thinking about you

2007-12-23T15:01:00.000+08:00

This is getting insane I couldn't sleep, I've been thinking about you, I haven't been sleeping for 5 nights, I might be insane, but really I cannot stop thinking about you.

It was five days ago I just couldn't sleep, that is when you told me about another guy. What do you expect me to react? Encourage you to get him again? what about me, you still never ever considered my feeling?

Family and friends asked me to go sleep, but I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP, been thinking about you ALL ABOUT YOU, i cannot stop thinking about you for even just one moment, NOT EVEN ONE, i am not torturing myself, but i really cannot get you out of my head.

You are the only girl i ever been so crazy about, i don't understand why, i guess it doesn't require much understanding, till now i still can't get my answer, what should i do? Continue to wait until the day my soul disperse into the sky? or till the day my body fade away there still won't be any answer?

Take me to your heart

2007-12-20T14:03:00.001+08:00

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

愛在記憶中找你

2007-12-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

愛在記憶中找你

我對你　這一生　哪個可比
我與你　差一些　永遠一起
邂逅時間場地　似連場好戲
要自何頁說起

愛太重　深呼吸　欠缺空氣
愛太美　輕輕的　卻載不起
愛情來到時候　似明媚天氣
它走了　突然驟變雪落雨飛

如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想放下你　還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離

你太遠　該怎麼　說對不起
你太近　一轉身　卻已高飛
快樂也許太短　似場流星雨
一眨眼　就如幻覺怕又記起

我情愿我狠心憎你
我還在記憶中找你

Life, Blue-ism

2007-12-06T22:37:00.001+08:00

Ok, hey guys i am back, sorry i haven't had the time to blog since 12 Nov, because alot of things has been going on.

1st stop, tokuAsia second anniversary, wah time really has gotch wings, it flies really fast i still remember what happen during the 1st anniversary, come to think of it tokuAsia was just a small forum when i joined in, i witnessed alot of changes in tA, which really made me learn alot of things.

During the celebration, i really cannot believe that yimian actually self pwn himself by acting cute, LOL out of a sudden he was acting cute and he thought van was taking pictures only but van was taking video and he took the part where yimian act cute omg LOL the most random act for this year goes to yimian LOL.

2nd stop, i actually took up a job that my mom friend introduced, but i only work for 1 day because i couldn't really get used to it and the environment there is soo mess, bobs are everywhere and girls there SMOKE, first of all i hate smokers, =/ but the HR department, manager and workers there are good, but some are just don't give a damn about it, despite that i rather quit and do retails.

3rd stop, Alright those who are not interested do not i repeat do NOT read this part, because this is going be a hell emo thing,

Alright here goes, i really want to wait for you, and i will continue to wait for you to come back even your heart is not with me, for now i don't know what you are thinking, what are you doing and everything, the only thing i know is i really love you, i can live without you yes, but the thing is the images of you kept flashing back on my mind, i really couldn't stop this madness.

Without your sms-es really can't make me happy, and without your jokes about stitch and all these really pain my heart, despite all that i will still love you......

Final stop, ok done emo-ing, i don't want to keep you guys bored =), and of course i got my PSP modded thanks to boss relations i only mod for $20 that is soo nice of my boss's boss ok i know sound very wrong, keep it short without boss i won't get discount =) thank boss, OK i think i have the time to blog and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MOM IN ADVANCE +)

My mind is mixed up and down

2007-11-12T17:43:00.000+08:00

Damn it, I really had enough, all I know is to give you advice, this and that......have you ever thought about my feelings?

You talked about him every time you called me, you know how heartbroken I am when you talked about him? I sound very childish here, yar I admit, but I really cannot tolerate this, please spare a thought for me? or HAVE YOU EVER SPARED A THOUGHT ABOUT ME, it's already been days, you still haven't give me your answer, what you want actually ? Can you tell me, I am really tired about this........

My mind is crazy about you, I can't stop thinking about you day and nights, waiting to hear your voice, and I really don't know how you feels, yes I know that you like him, but you know that I really like you alot? You've been in Hong Kong soo long and do you know that I MISSED YOU SOO MUCH?

Until I see you yesterday, my heart felt relieved yesterday but when you start talking about him, I was really heartbroken, really, I got nothing to say but only encourage you.............

Life

2007-11-06T22:44:00.001+08:00

These past few days, I've been pondering what i have done for the past few years of my life, below are the few questions.

-Have i tried my best to live my life to the fullest ?
-Have i tried to cherish my family and friends ?
-Am i that useless ?
-Why am i even living in this world ?
-Have i gained enough knowledge about life?
-What is life?

And such questions.

My answer, YES I HAVE LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I CAN ACHIEVE, and of course, i have cherished my family and friends more than before, NO i am not useless, because i can achieve alot of things within both of my hands, I'm living in this world, because of myself and YOU, you are the only one that can make me feel i am living in this world. NO I have not gained enough knowledge about life, and i wished to know MORE.

LIFE IS A PRECIOUS THING THAT EACH ONE OF US SHOULD CHERISH!!!!

These past few years, yes i admit i am very clumsy, but even i am clumsy i will still move on with my life, i will still walk this earth until the day my body dies, until the day my soul fade with the wind.

Hence i wished to thanks to all the great friends who never abandon me, never give up hope on me, encourage me when i am down, really a big thank you to the tAsians gang and Victor goh, really a big thank you from the bottom of my heart.

From this day on, i will only get stronger, and nothing will stop me from getting stronger.......

I am missing you

2007-10-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hi dear readers....right now my mood is very down and i feel very very very VERY VERY VERY tired now, never been soo tired before, my body is coming down, my soul are fading off.....(might sound abit emo) but is the truth, =/

But still I WILL NEVER LET MYSELF COMING DOWN, I WILL STAND STRONG AND I WILL CONTINUE TO STAND STRONG EVEN IF IT WILL TAKE MY LIFE....

I am not scared of anything now, the only thing is I MISSED HER, i really missed her badly, she is in hong kong right now, but because of her, she gave me strength to continue.....

The truth is, apparently she like another guy, but i am not going to give up because......i really like her, this the truth i will not deny it anymore.....

X JAPAN BIG RETURN!!!!!!!

2007-10-24T19:28:00.001+08:00

Legendary rock band X Japan took a major step towards their long-awaited comeback on 22 October 2007 recording the promo video for their new single . Ten years after they split, the four surviving members of the band were on the Tokyo waterfront to record a live performance on the rooftop of the Aqua City Odaiba mall. The ¥42 million production used helicopters and fire trucks to create artificial rain. Some 10,000 fans gathered to watch the performance on a large screen monitor set up in a nearby car park as leader Yoshiki on drums, Toshi on vocals, Pata on guitar and bassist Heath performed "I.V.", the all-English theme tune for the Hollywood horror movie "Saw IV" which opens in the U.S. this weekend. The track includes previously un-released guitar tracks made by former lead guitarist Hideto "hide" Matsumoto, who died in a suspected suicide in 1998. Yoshiki was characteristically topless as he showed that he hasn't lost his frantic drumming style. There had been plans to meet with fans in a nearby hall after the recording, but the crowd was just too big. Speaking to fans via the monitor, Yoshiki remembered hide, "What I really wanted was for us to make our world debut with hide. But seeing as you've all taken the trouble to come here tonight, we're going to play a concert in Tokyo next spring!"

OMG THEY ARE BACK AFTER 10 YEARS......F)*(&*^&(#^*(U()#(__#__#*)&* THEY ARE BACK THE LEGENDARY BAND X JAPAN IS BACK THEY ARE BACK X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN X JAPAN

Cyclone ??

2007-10-20T03:02:00.000+08:00

I feel very uneasy and can't do anything and decided to go out on a ride, and the whole time of the ride I've been thinking about you, and only you...

Been to different scenery and each of them are very beautiful but is not perfect if you are not there to share my everything, and these past few days i've been very restless -.- I don't want to but it just happen....I don't know la....really....

Twelve O'clock

作詞：藤林聖子作曲：今井大介

いつでも君は気まぐれ
待ちくたびれベルが鳴った
You came too late
Baby give me your chocolate, honey

(I've been walkin' so long, Girl)
責める言葉溶かす君の耳元
似合いすぎるPerfume

重なるon the bedブーツのまま
まだ冷たい指絡め外した時計Twelve' clock

C'mon Baby
Let's make sweet love together
まだ知らない君の姿見せてよall night long
予想超えてcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのならすべてをAll night long
脱ぎ捨てようto the floor
I think I'm fallin' for you

沈んでく夜の中へ
腕回して抱きしめるよ
You say my name
Baby You are my chocolate, honey

(I've been walkin' so long, Girl)
他の誰でもなく君を待ってた
完璧過ぎyour shape

真夜中She's on top壁が揺れて
続けてよI'm beggin' you, please 時間を止めてTwelve'O clock

C'mon Baby
Let's make sweet love together
白く光る君の素肌おぼれてall night long
呼吸みだれcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのなら何度もAll night long
告白するMy words flow…
I think I'm fallin' for you

窓の外にはビルの赤いLights刻んでく
(It's like countdown for the end But our love will never end)
このまま君を知り尽くしたくて This is how we do
(Baby work it, work with me, I don't wanna stop…)

Let's make sweet love together
まだ知らない君の姿見せてよall night long
予想超えてcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのならすべてをAll night long
脱ぎ捨てようto the floor
C'mon Baby
Let's make sweet love together
白く光る君の素肌おぼれてall night long
呼吸みだれcan't control
You're killin' me
Work it, Do it, We gotta
君が望むと言うのなら何度もAll night long
告白するMy words flow…
I think I'm fallin' for you

I don't want to end it this way

2007-10-18T18:39:00.000+08:00

I don't know, i really don't know, my mind is in a mess, my feeling is all mixed upside down. I really couldn't sleep for the past few days, i don't even feel like eating anything.

Every time when i stop receiving sms-es from you, i just can't stop worrying about what you do, till today i receive one of your sms, "the 5 things that you love....stitch, art, perfection and imperfection, and someone." for one second i really hope that someone is me, but i know is not.

I really hope that someone you love will love you back, and i really do hope that you can find someone that really can bring you happiness...

I AM CONTRADICTING MYSELF...DAMN IT

WHO AM I TRYING TO LIE TO, I CAN'T GIVE YOU UP, I JUST CAN'T

I DON'T CARE WHO YOU LIKE NOW OR EVEN LOVE, BUT I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THE GIRL I LIKE IS YOU! YOU ALONE....NO ONE CAN REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART NOW!!!!!!!!!

i am not good man haix.....

2007-10-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

Alright, i confessed, i can't feel anything but anxious....haix....i think my action have STUNTED her, i suddenly grabbed her hand and say i like her....FUCK what kind of confession is that ? she say she will consider, BUT SHE GOT MILLION OF GUYS TO CHOOSE FROM....damn i really hope that she give me her answer soon....

Maybe i shouldn't have confessed, but I CAN'T HELP MYSELF FOR THAT, what you expect me to do when she saw a couple holding hand and say "I hope i have something that i can call my own!" and she pointed to the couple. WHAT CAN I DO!!!!! I really cannot help myself, because i am willing to protect her not like that Bastard eX of her did to her...

All those emotion started feeling up in my head, i had no choice to do it!!! I just got to do it, i am very afraid that i had no more chance to tell her, damn...i know i am being very rash without thinking about anything...But is just that i really want to be the one to protect her....haix....aiya now can only wait for the answer but i am just too ANXIOUS T.T.....

Please ?

2007-10-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hey i am back, wah seh had a great week, last Sunday went out to have lunch with victor, thanks for the treat.

There is one thing i need to say here, girl please don't make me worried for you, there is alot of things you haven't experience in life, yes there is up and down in life, but he is just a guy who doesn't know how to cherish you.

Why even go bother to care about a guy who doesn't even give a damn thing about you?? Isn't that ridiculous? There is one particular guy here waiting for you, willing to care for you, so please don't mistreat yourself again =)

Seriously at times, i don't understand this BGR shit, why is everyone having this BGR since they know they will have problems, and they will break up in the end, 1st of all why waste the time if it doesn't work out, why make either one of them get hurt in the end??

I don't know what to say, i just don't want to get involve in this BGR shit problems. =/

k one last thing O LVL IS COMING, to all my friends taking O's & N's all the best, i know N's are over, but all the best for your result =) GET X-ISM

Dragons BGII SOA

2007-09-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

OMG.....I DID SOMETHING INCREDIBLE

AFTER TWO DAYS I DEFEATED SMARTER DRAGON AT WINDSPEAR HILL!!!!

Alright, let me explain, actually this Smarter dragon option is an optional choice but i want to give it a try, IT WAS DIFFICULT, i couldn't believe my eyes when i won, it is very tiring also but at the same time i couldn't use words to describe, it is god damn whatever la, i really don't know how to express my feeling now +)

K that is for today, i will do a very brief introduction for my character and npc in this game tomorrow, Get X-ism +)

What kind of lover are you??

2007-09-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

You Scored a 70% which means you are a ....

Sincere Lover. You are such a total sweetheart people have a hard time taking you seriously. Sadly, because you are so sincere and sweet you get walked all over. Try to hold your ground a little bit and beware of the selfish lover. The feed off of sincere lovers like yourself. Even though you get used and abused a lot you still have a heart of gold.

What kind of lover are you
Take More Quizzes

hmmm interesting that all for today LOL get X-ism!!

I got tag ???

2007-09-11T21:30:00.001+08:00

Tag by JianYang(tarou) to do this =/

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1.SZ Series VAIO laptop
2.Souchaku
3.Tokusatsu DVD
4.Anime DvD
5.AND EVERYONE TO STAY HAPPY AS ALWAYS =)

Answer the following questions :
1. The person who tag you is?
Tan JianYang (Tarou)

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Brothers

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Horny, Horny, Horny, Horny and Horny. =)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Hmm...Interesting, got wish me happy birthday that all =)

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
I goes both way

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
IMPOSSIBLE, i am straight ok LOL

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Answer is in Qns 6

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Metallium Kosen him

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
He cheat on XMM

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Study hard and go for the things he want =)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Horny

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Hmm....Interesting, they think i am a failure bah =)

13. The character you love of yourself are?
I always do things the way i want +)

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
I don't hate myself, i love myself but once i hate everything of myself before but not anymore =)

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Animator, Drummer ( just like yoshiki)

16. Pass this quiz to 10 persons:
1. No one
2. No one
3. No one
4. No one
5. No one
6. No one
7. No one
8. No one
9.No one
10.No one

17. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
how the hell i know when i don't want to tag anyone u idiot ?

18. Is no.9 a male or female?
Don't Know

19. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Impossible, because nothing will happen

Question 20. - 39.
I HAVE NO ANSWER+)

Ego~Eyes Glazing Over

2007-09-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

On your side 誰か護るためなら
邪魔なもの壊し続けていい?
can't deny その法則進んでって
世界中が空っぽになる可能性

On your side, to protect someone
Is it just to destroy what is in your way?
can't deny, to continue on that logic
There is possibility to make an empty world

時に何も見えない時
自分の目見ている景色だけを
信じてるしかない

There are times where you cannot see anything
Time to believe only the scenery you see

嵐のような時代も端から見りゃただのクロニクル
その度に繰り返し後悔をしたって
忘れたような顔して仕掛けてくる誰かのEgoが…
don't know what, what you say 無視しないで聞いて
eyes glazing over

Even an era like a storm, if you see from the edge is only a Chronicle
Continue and repeat every time and even if you regret it
Someone's Ego will strike with an emotion…
don't know what, what you say, don’t ignore me, listen
eyes glazing over

on my side 誰も傷付けたくもない
いつだって笑ってる方がいい
can't deny そのつもりで生きたって
気付かないだけだっていう可能性

on my side, you don’t want to hurt anyone
It’s always better to smile
can't deny, I’ve been trying to live that way
But there’s a possibility I have not noticed

疑問ばかり追いかけても
最後には何にも出来なくなって…
それだけは無意味

Even if you chase only doubt
You'll end up not able to do anything…
That is meaningless

まわり回って未来に今を見てもただのクロニクル
今ここで始めよう連鎖を切るaction
見て見ぬフリしたって仕掛けてくる誰かのEgoが…
don't know what, what you say 無視しないで聞いて
eyes glazing over

Going around and around, if you look at Now it is only a Chronicle
Let's start now, an action to cut the continuation
Even if you ignore it someone’s Ego will strike…
don't know what, what you say, don’t ignore me, listen
eyes glazing over

嵐のような時代も端から見りゃただのクロニクル
その度に繰り返し後悔をしたって
忘れたような顔して仕掛けてくる誰かのEgoが…
don't know what, what you say 無視しないで聞いて
eyes glazing over

Even an era like a storm, if you see from the edge is only a Chronicle
Continue and repeat every time and even if you regret it
Someone's Ego will strike with an emotion…
don't know what, what you say, don’t ignore me, listen
eyes glazing over

Kurenai ~Crying In Deep Red~

2007-09-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

I could not look back,
you'd gone away from me
I felt my heart ache
I was afraid of following you
When I had looked at
the shadows on the wall
I started running into the night
to find the truth in me

嵐吹くこの街がお前を抱く
吹き抜ける風にさえ目を閉じる
Arashi fuku kono machi ga omae wo daku
Fukinukeru kazeni sae me wo tojiru

お前は走りだす何かに追われるよう
俺が見えないのかすぐそばにいるのに
omae wa hashiridasu nanika ni owareru you
ore ga mienai no ka sugu soba ni iru no ni

人波に消えて行く記憶の吐息
愛のない一人舞台もう耐えきれない
All of you in my memory is
still shining in my heart
すれ違う心は溢れる涙に濡れ
hitonami ni kiete yuku kioku no toiki
ai no nai hitori butai mou taekirenai
All of you in my memory is
still shining in my heart
sure chigau kokoro wa afureru namida nure

紅に染まったこの俺を
慰める奴はもういない
kurenai ni somatta kono ore wo
nagusameru yatsu wa mou inai

もう二度と届かないこの思い
閉ざされた愛に向かい
叫びつづける
mou nido to todokanai kono omoi
tozasareta ai ni mukai
sakebi tsuzukeru

お前は走りだす何かに追われるよう
俺が見えないのかすぐそばにいるのに
omae wa hashiridasu nanika ni owareru you
ore ga mienai no ka sugu soba ni iru no ni

紅に染まったこの俺を
慰める奴はもういない
kurenai ni somatta kono ore wo
nagusameru yatsu wa mou inai

もう二度と届かないこの思い
閉ざされた愛に向かい
叫びつづける
mou nido to todokanai kono omoi
tozasareta ai ni mukai
sakebi tsuzukeru

紅に染まったこの俺を
慰める奴はもういない
kurenai ni somatta kono ore wo
nagusameru yatsu wa mou inai

Crying in deep red

Emotion : I am very grateful

2007-09-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

I don't know is it me or what? Somehow people i had met in life, people i hate in life, people who really understand me, no matter who they are, i am very grateful to all of you people.

Let's start off with my family, they are the greatest and the most important people in my life, i really thank god for giving me such a wonderful family, even though we had quarrel now and then but is part of family life ain't =) My dad is musician, he played bass guitar for years now, he started playing when he was 15-16. My mom is a very typical mom, full time housewife but one thing is she get paranoid very easily +) My sis, currently studying as a poly student, she is quite good sometimes but she's abit zhi lian oops =X

K now to friends, those who really understand me are the tokuAsian people and Victor goh, i really must thank them too, they had been a very good friends to me, when i needed help they will always be here for me, really thank you guys =)

Now for the people i hate, i also will thank you because i won't be entertained without all your jokes about me and shooting me at my back, but still thanks alot +)

K i shall stop my madness right now, but i am serious for thanking you guys really =)

Everyone think i have a girl in mind, but i going to say it here, i haven't found the right girl yet but finding currently i have no one in mind serious =)

Oh yar I GOT G3-X wohooooo K i will stop here Get X-ism

And this is song is dedicated to everyone i know +)

十二月的情歌

慢慢地翻开了月历最后一页
橱窗里下着雪玻璃倒映你侧脸
望着你一个人吐着烟
回想起你我之间许下的诺言温暖了这个瞬间
握你的手紧一点外套口袋里面
两人的街走过许多曲折
来到你面前轻诉爱你的感觉
好想好想你珍藏你的笑在心里
送给你我一切爱不会改变
好想好想你在这个感谢的季节
送给你我一切爱你到永远
回家的地铁转眼又到终点
不能常常见面更舍不得要和你说再见
爱情的车箱我们在第一节
穿过时间与空间请相信我们会永远
握你的手紧一点外套口袋里面
两人的街走过许多曲折
来到你面前轻诉爱你的感觉
我喜欢你的天真你的纯洁和你那份可爱
忘不了我们相识的那一天
永不改变又的那一天
好想好想你珍藏你的笑在心里
送给你我一切爱不会改变
好想好想你在这个感谢的季节
送给你我一切爱你到永远
好想好想你珍藏你的笑在心里
送给你我一切爱不会改变
好想好想你在这个感谢的季节
送给你我一切爱你到永远

DU LAN ???

2007-08-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Damn shit sia, have EL paper today, haix i don't know what to say i just flunked section B, cause i am not sure whether i do the right format or not, shit sia, whatever la but the most du lan thing is one of the examiner is busy collecting other class paper, and there is another examiner standing there doing nothing.

I asked her to collect the paper, and she pushed it to other examiner, FUCK SHIT damn DU LAN...

Ok finish ranting, now G3 X souchaku is coming my way, but there is price to pay LOL.

Alright good night to all readers Oyasumi desu! Get X-ism.

wohoo PSP ?

2007-08-26T22:41:00.001+08:00

LOL yesterday, very very very busy, i woke up at 7.00 am then go school, meet Long Sheng in the morning for breakfast, then chill and go tio Art till 12.30.

Then meet Mr Goh and played LOTR : Battle of the Middle Earth, wah the graphic is soo O.O i can't find any word to describe the game, and he even showed part 2 i also go O.o and then halfway thru, gareth called me, saying want to meet me, and i say ok.

Went home around 430pm, take Gareth things and passed him at compass point, Starbucks Coffee and then talk cock sing song with his army friends.

Around 7plus went to Gareth to collect PSP, and meet Kai to do some KR belt review, everything is like very rush la, but do alot stuff which keep me busy.

Sien tomorrow need to go school soo see ya, Good Night to all readers get X-ism!

War ??

2007-08-24T21:49:00.001+08:00

Hey yoyo, what's up, damn today super duper high lor, On my way to school, listen to I can give you gatsby, super super High LOL everybody in the MRT was looking at me sia, i am not trying to seek attention la but i always full blast =)

Start off with geography lesson, Mr Aw voice really put me to sleep sia, i cannot tahan and snooze off and got caught, damn embarrassing sia =/, Ok THIS IS THE WORST PART!! my class is currently having some kind of war among the girls, and i really hate it, i want to finish my O level and get out of this idiotic class.

And the *(^&*%&*%&* fucker( the girl i hate the most in my class) she was soo FUCKING IRRITATING, laugh also laugh soo loud, put up all those fake acts soo bloody fake, wish she could just burn in hell!!!! Those kena psychos by her i only can pity them haix....

P.S Note (the girl i hate is definately the one started the war)

Oh yar, shili thanks for waiting for me at Art, thanks alot, you should have just go home marh but thanks much appreciated, =) then when we are our way home, got two fellow sitting behind talking about DEN O LOL damn funny sia =)

K la Oyasumi desu to all readers, GET X-ISM =)

I can't give you anything but my love

2007-08-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

This song is dedicated to everyone who is in love =)

I can't give you anything but my love

If I had money I’d go out
Buy you furs, dress you like a queen
And in a chauffeured limousine

We’d look so fine
But I’m an ordinary guy
And my pockets are empty
Just an ordinary guy

But I’m yours till I die
I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love
I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love



I cannot promise you a world
Can’t afford any fancy things
I cannot buy you diamond rings
No string of pearls
But my devotion I will give
All my love just to you, girl
My devotion I will give
For as long as I live

I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love
I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love
I can’t give you anything
But my love, but my love

Woah!! Great Start

2007-08-20T21:19:00.000+08:00

Damn, yesterday is a very very happy day for me, +) AFTER TWO WEEKS!!! i get to meet her again and woah +) thanks to someone and i finally had the opportunity to have a decent lunch with her then afterward went to CSC.

Haix...i forgot to ask her phone no. this prove that i am a coward =) no actually the time is not right yet, slowly bah.

Went to CSC to meet jace, and guess what, i SAW KOMON!!!! damn he is still the same old Komon never change =), after chit chat with him, Jiang yang, yat and bas(WITH HIS BEST FREN) arrived, and we meet jace and the Spinelli cafe, FINALLY MY GEKICHANGER, jace sold it to me for 20 bucks and damn it is a wicked henshin item.

AND TODAY ORAL ENGLISH EXAM

I was god damn nervous sia, the teacher seems nice but i am too nervous, but still can carry on well la, think might be able to get a merit, i am just worried about the Picture Discussion part because nothing to talk about but i still BARELY manage to pull it through.

After oral, i was intending to skip maths lesson, but changed my mind go there practice math is also not a bad idea as well.

Took bus 88 home with Shili, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, and i was bastarding her with someone who like her since sec 1 LOL i just love being a bastard, i love to bully girls with words =)

P.S Note, TAN SHILI YOU PSER, PS OUR TEAM SEE LA, We lose liao la(jkin nia)

Alright Good Night to all readers, Get X-ism.

Boom Boom Boom

2007-08-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

What a way to start a new week, when my mother tounge actually got a C5? what the hell is this, well have to retake again, even my other friends who are very good in chinese, they got B4-C5 only? where got such things? Screw the M.O.E =/

K finish ranting, it's been long since i've blog =) for the last few days i really had nothing to blog about, and sunday lunch was screw up as she went to Hong Kong, haix... oh yar, i even got sick on Sunday, didn't go school yesterday =/, which i missed out alot on Chemistry, cause from what i heard is about Titration, damn i love pratical, theory really could just screw up my day LOL.

Recently, i heard a very cheerful song, make me want to dance =) the song is Boom Boom Boom by Hiromi Go, he is really a good singer but he got a weird personality =/ and oh yar, I FINALLY FOUND AN ANIME SONG which i've been searching for the last 8-9 years, it is the first opening theme for BB-Daman Bakugaiden, i was soo happy when i found it LOL.

To end everything, i've got a new haircut =)

K, Good night dear readers, Get X-ism

At school

2007-08-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

Haix.....at school blogging nothing better to do =) Still got 5 more hours to get home =/ AND SUNDAY CAN MEET HER FOR LUNCH YAY=)

K lame post...gett X-ISM

FEAR WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-08-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

Phew, just came back from a run accompany my sis to run sia.....=)

Today at school super duper funny sia, after english lesson is maths, then me and my friend went in early and my maths teacher said she wanted to locked up the room, don't let anyone in LOL and after a few minutes, the girls came.....

NO ONE KNOW WE ARE INSIDE THE CLASSROOM WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, then we sneak up on the door planning to scared the hell out of them, i went to the door, without anyone noticing la, and got 1 girl was leaning against the door, i open up the door, and she goes "AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" WAHAHAHAHAHAHA SOOO GOD DAMN FUNNY SIA, her scream even scared until other girls LOL......

Soo happy sia, i mean this is the 1st time i scare people of my entire life, soo fun.....Planning on next Scary Movie liao wahahahaha

Oh Yar BEFORE I FORGOT......KNNCCB I SAW FADZRI DURING RECESS IS FUCKING SWEE TO SEE MY X-ism FELLOWSHIP IN THE SCHOOL FADRIZ U ROCK LOL next time come my school sing la sing X!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA

That's it Get X-ism and Oyasumi desu to all readers =)

Eh ? August ? SOO FAST ??? KONOYERO

2007-08-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

WOHOOOOOOOOO

The long awaited Double Action Album is out, and it is GREAT TO EVEN LISTEN TO IT, the song i like is Double Action Rod Form soo nice LOL.

Weekend is coming soon and i can't wait for it to arrive ^^

Today feeling tired don't want to do anything =P so Get X-ism and Oyasumi

PS: i know is abit lame for this post because is short LOL =P

Sunny Sunny Sunday

2007-07-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

I really don't like to go out Sunday, but today a bit special, i woke up at around 10++, and smsed my NWN comrade(Victor Goh) and we went out for lunch at bugis.

I was quite late, because very last minute and when i reached there, his wife and her niece was there, and her niece was quite pretty, her name was Renee if i didn't remember wrongly, we had lunch at Jack's place, we all ordered the same food.

After that, we went to Victor house and watch Lord of the Ring: Fellowship of the ring, it was god damn nice la, if i was the old me two years ago, i won't be able to understand, but due to some understanding of NWN, i finally get to understand this show and it is definately better than Harry Potter LOL

Well looking forward for next sunday, so that i can watch Lord of the Ring II....So SAYONARA get X-ism Oyasumi desu

天這樣藍

2007-07-27T23:12:00.001+08:00

天這樣藍

作曲：顧嘉輝
作詞：張美賢
主唱：李克勤、小剛

沒什麼經得起苦楚
轉折變化不怕多
恨什麼真心去愛過
不要計較怎結果
怕什麼皮膚都擦破
還有心中的烈火
至少我看到特別多
風景沒白白錯過
日出照舊
天空這樣藍
煙花最暫亦燦爛
我們受傷我們越強
風浪打造夢想
希望我的人生沒遺憾
人長久幾多的風波
歡笑總比苦澀多
話別中幾多對與錯
想你開心比我多
沒月亮讓星光閃爍
還有你曾經愛我
沒後悔只是有時候
免不了有些寂寞
日出照舊 (我往前走）
天空這樣藍（天色多藍）
煙花最暫亦燦爛（花火縱然是短暫也燦爛）
我們受傷我們越強 (成敗之間）
風浪打造夢想（談笑之間）
希望我的人生沒遺憾(平常看聚散）
我們受傷我們越強
風浪打造夢想
希望我的人生
沒遺憾

Hell ? Heaven ? Earth ? Life? Love?

2007-07-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

After school, went to Ajisen to have lunch with Siew Ping, Jiaxin Jie, Woan Chyn, Suryana and Eugen. It was nothing actually and because of two people never talk for the whole lunchtime, damn bored...We then go buy present for someone because someone birthday is coming LOL but i am not attending her party tomorrow.

Went to Bishan park for the Road Relay to support some of my school mate, the girls got 9th place which is already quite an accomplishment (You all tried your best), and saw the guys starting the race, but i was tired so went home early, i also heard that 3E3 got 1st in the girls category, she was in it =/.....

What should i do? Is already over ? but i only request one thing, just let us go back where nothing has happen, just treat me like the same way you treat me last time, i swear to god i will never ever make the same mistake again, just give me a second chance, lastly I AM SORRY for whatever i did, I AM SERIOUSLY SORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING.....

Feelings that intensify

2007-07-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

After a long long long long consideration, and without any answer nor guidance i have no choice but to use my last resort, i decided to put you down FOR REAL.

If I continue on with this, i will go bonkers without an answer, i cannot wait anymore, i just got to give up and carry on with my life, I've been thinking about you for the past few days, and the way you talk to other guys just seriously lead me to jealousy which i hate it.

I want all this hurtful feeling to be ALL STOP AND I MEAN STOP, just treat me as a good old friend, so please just release me from this feeling.

Today is the day where i lost my X necklace, which is soooooooooo SWAY KNS HOW CAN I LOST SUCH A IMPORTANT THING TO MY RELIGION, but oh well i just get another one or even a nicer necklace that really suit me. whahahahahaha

and today ONMYOUZA RELEASE THEIR MAOUTAITEN album which i haven't listen to it =/

K that it for today, get X-ism

Last Impression

2007-07-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

言葉よりわかりあえる　まなざしがそこにあれば
人は皆　生きていける迷わずに平和（じゆう）
If there are looks that communicate
better than words,people can all live on
freely, not losing their way.

過ちをこえて　気付く真実（ほんとう）のやさしさ
あなたと見つけたから　愛と呼べる　強さを、、、！！
Overcoming our faults,
we realize what true kindness is,
because you and I found
a strength called love...!!

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　LOVE　
震えながら
づけに重ねた約束（ねがい）
"あなた"がいて、、、　"私"がいる、、、
忘れないで　いつも、、、
I believe your love
As we trembled,
we repeated our wish in a kiss
(You are here... and so am I...)
Please don't ever forget

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　DREAM
募る思い、、、
愛しさを　祈りに変えて
この鼓動を　伝えたいよ
熱く激しく、、、　SO　FAR　AWAY
I believe your dream.
Feelings that intensify...
Turning affection into a prayer
I want to show you my heart's pounding
So hot, so fierce...
So far away

戦争（あらそいあう）だけじゃ　得られない　誰も、、、　何も、、、
幼い手に　差し伸べたい、、、　汚れのない　未来の手（ときめき）を、、、
Strife alone
can never achieve, for anyone or anything,
this pure excitement I want to give
to young hands.

穏やかに　時代を育む（ときをきざむ）　木漏れ陽のぬくもり、、、
誰もが抱かれたい　ずっと　きっと　永遠に、、、！！
The warmth of the sun shining through the leaves
calmly marks the passage of time...
This is surely what everyone wants to hold on to
forever and ever...!!

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　LOVE
あきらめない、、、
傷ついた　翼　広げて
羽ばたく宇宙（そら）　限界（かぎり）のない
夢を描く　遥か、、、
I believe your love
Never give up...
Spread open your wounded wings.
Flying up to the sky, you sketch
a boundless dream, so far away...

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　DREAM
笑顔見せて、、、
せつなさが　溢れ出しても
かけがえない　青春（いま）をいつか
誇りたいから、、、　SO　FAR　AWAY
I believe your dream
Show me a smile,
even though you're overflowing with sorrow,
since someday you want to be proud of
this irreplaceable moment...
So far away

過ちをこえて　気付く真実（ほんとう）のやさしさ
あなたと見つけたから　愛と呼べる　強さを、、、！！
Overcoming our faults,
we realise what true kindness is,
because you and I found
a strength called love...!!

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　LOVE　
震えながら
づけに重ねた約束（ねがい）
"あなた"がいて、、、　"私"がいる、、、
忘れないで　いつも、、、
I believe your love
As we trembled,
we repeated our wish in a kiss
(You are here... and so am I...)
Please don't ever forget

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　DREAM
募る思い、、、
愛しさを　祈りに変えて
この鼓動を　伝えたいよ
熱く激しく、、、　SO　FAR　AWAY
I believe your dream.
Feelings that intensify...
Turning affection into a prayer
I want to show you my heart's pounding
So hot, so fierce...
So far away

大事な人の為に
流す涙、、、　痛みが、、、
惑星（せかい）をつらぬき、、、　大地を濡らす、、、
この悲しみを　止めたい！！
The pain of tears shed
For someone held dear
Pierces the earth, and drenches the land...
I want to end this sorrow!!

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　LOVE
あきらめない、、、
傷ついた　翼　広げて
羽ばたく宇宙（そら）　限界（かぎり）のない
夢を描く　遥か、、、
I believe your love
Never give up...
Spread open your wounded wings.
Flying up to the sky, you sketch
a boundless dream, so far away...

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　DREAM
笑顔見せて、、、
せつなさが　溢れ出しても
かけがえない　青春（いま）をいつか
誇りたいから、、、　SO　FAR　AWAY
I believe your dream
Show me a smile,
even though you're overflowing with sorrow,
since someday you want to be proud of
this irreplaceable moment...
So far away

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　LOVE　
震えながら
づけに重ねた約束（ねがい）
"あなた"がいて、、、　"私"がいる、、、
忘れないで　いつも、、、
I believe your love
As we trembled,
we repeated our wish in a kiss
(You are here... and so am I...)
Please don't ever forget

I　BELIEVE　YOUR　DREAM
募る思い、、、
愛しさを　祈りに変えて
この鼓動を　伝えたいよ
熱く激しく、、、　SO　FAR　AWAY
I believe your dream.
Feelings that intensify...
Turning affection into a prayer
I want to show you my heart's pounding
So hot, so fierce...
So far away

Bright! Our Future

2007-07-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Bright~Our Future
By: Da Pump

When you wish upon a star
All of your dreams come true
Will never give up again, I look up shooting star

擦れ違う人込みの中 不安や憤りを
感じたまま立ち竦み uh…
確かな物が何か 分からなくなっても
見失わないように uh…
surechigau hitogomi no naka  fuan ya ikidoori wo
kanjita mama tachisukumi uh...
tashika na mono ga nanika  wakaranaku nattemo
miushinawanai you ni uh...

あの日 見つめてた 君離さないと
今なら そう言えるから
ano hi  mitsumeteta  kimi hanasanai to
ima nara  sou ieru kara

抱きしめていたい 溢れるこの両手から
伝わるよ思いは どんな時でも
愛しあうために ボク達は生まれてきたんだ
もう迷わないと 誓える Bright our Future
dakishimete itai  afureru kono ryoute kara
tsutawaru yo omoi wa  donna toki demo
ai shiau tame ni (bokura) wa umarete kita n' da
mou mayowanai to  chikaeru Bright our Future

歩き出す今その先に わずかな希望だけを
信じたまま突き進む uh…
守るべき物が何か 暗闇の中でも
見失わないように uh…
arukidasu ima sono saki ni  wazuka na kibou dake wo
shinjita mama tsukisusumu uh...
mamoru beki mono ga nanika  kurayami no naka demo
miushinawanai you ni uh...

あの日 掴みかけた 夢あきらめないと
今なら そう言えるから
ano hi  tsukamikaketa  yume akiramenai to
ima nara  sou ieru kara

走り続けたい 広がるこの大空から
降り注ぐ光を 体で感じて
信じ合うために ボク達は生まれてきたんだ
もう迷わないと 誓える Bright our Future
hashiritsudzuketai  hirogaru kono oozora kara
furisosogu hikari wo  karada de kanjite
shinjiau tame ni (bokura) wa umarete kita n' da
mou mayowanai to  chikaeru Bright our Future

輝けるこの世界を守るために立ち上がる
それぞれの悲しみを仮面に秘め
戦い続ける Take over Rider
kagayakeru kono sekai wo mamoru tame ni tachiagaru
sorezore no kanashimi wo kamen ni hime
tatakaitsudzukeru Take over Rider

2007-07-15T21:27:00.000+08:00

Wah, today went to CSC with tA friends, and i bought Gils Souchaku and i only left with Exceed Gils and G3-X to complete my Agito Set, we also went out to have lunch and as usual we tok cock sing song LOL =) was really great hanging out with you guys unlike ALL HYPOCRITES in my class which i totally hate =) Thanks guys.

Nelson came to my house to leech some video, and i leeched Nexus and Tiga from him LOL and he is soo mature, he changed alot la which is very good, but still he has abit of opinion against Komon, and we went to have dinner, he is soo good to treat me drinks =) Thank NEL hahaha... and that was my sunday, so cya tml Get X-ism!!!

Sorafune 宙船

2007-07-15T12:39:00.000+08:00

その船を漕いでゆけお前の手で漕いでゆけ
お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな
That ship sails onward, your hands row it on
I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared

その船は今どこにふらふらと浮かんでいるのか
その船は今どこでぼろぼろで進んでいるのか
流されまいと逆らいながら船は挑み船は傷み
すべての水夫が恐れをなして逃げ去っても
Where is that ship now, is it floating unsteady?
Where is that ship now, is it advancing worn-out? Floating while disobeying orders
The ship is fighting, the ship is hurting
Even if all sailors take flight without fear

その船を漕いでゆけお前の手で漕いでゆけ
お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな
That ship sails onward, your hands row it on
I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared

その船は自らを宙船と忘れているのか
その船は舞いあがるその時を忘れているのか
地平の果て水平の果てそこが船の離陸地点
すべての港が灯りを消して黙り込んでも
That ship is an airship, is it forgetting it?
The time when it soared through the air, is it forgetting it?
At the end of the earth, at the end of the horizon
There is the ship's takeoff point
Even if every harbour is made dark and silent

その船を漕いでゆけお前の手で漕いでゆけ
お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな
That ship sails onward, your hands row it on
I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared

何の試験の時間なんだ
何を裁くはかりなんだ
何を狙って付き合うんだ
何が船を動かすんだ
何の試験の時間なんだ
何を裁くはかりなんだ
何を狙って付き合うんだ
何が船を動かすんだ
Which test's time is it, what is being judged?
What is it aiming at, what moves that ship?
Which test's time is it, what is being judged?
What is it aiming at, what moves that ship?

その船を漕いでゆけお前の手で漕いでゆけ
お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな
That ship sails onward, your hands row it on
I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared

その船を漕いでゆけお前の手で漕いでゆけ
お前が消えて喜ぶ者にお前のオールをまかせるな
That ship sails onward, your hands row it on
I'll leave your everything to him who is happy that you disappeared

HATRED + BAS WON

2007-07-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

F**K SHIT, I HATE ALL OF YOU ALL I MEAN ALL....maybe because of you, i only had hatred in my heart, i want to close myself up never to let you guys know me again...i am tired for all these, i don't want to face this cold war thing i HATE IT!!!

On another aspect

OK i went NYP to support Seven for his BANDZOUT competition and his band got the 1st i was soo happy for him, even though i am super tired but i still went out to support him, OH YEAH and his band performed Kiss-I was made for loving you, is god damn good Fadriz was here too, we tried to link songs perform by other bands to X LOL, , man it was god damn fun rather than staying at school =)

K i am god damn tired and i need to rest GET X-ISM lol

BASIL YEO JIAJIN(Seven) CONGRATULATION

BASIL YEO JIAJIN with UNSEEN
VACANCY YOU ROCKS!!!!!!!!

Feel the magic

2007-07-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

...Hmmm....Go to school again, don't know was quite tired, i was half awake for the rest of the day, only when....forget it i don't wish to talk about it, =) oh yar, i reached home, then slack all that(never do revision DIE) =X, finished reading Kamen Rider Spirits(boss lend wan) and it was done in two days LOL, played Neverwinter Night and got a very nice screenshot
Tired....going to sleep nights (Basil's BANDEZOUT COMPETITION 3 MORE DAYS)

I WAS MADE FOR LOVING YOU

2007-07-09T19:58:00.000+08:00

Kiss-I was made for loving you

Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do

Tonight I wanna give it all to you
In the darkness
Theres so much I wanna do
And tonight I wanna lay it at your feet
cause girl, I was made for you
And girl, you were made for me

I was made for lovin you baby
You were made for lovin me
And I cant get enough of you baby
Can you get enough of me

Tonight I wanna see it in your eyes
Feel the magic
Theres something that drives me wild
And tonight were gonna make it all come true
cause girl, you were made for me
And girl I was made for you

I was made for lovin you baby
You were made for lovin me
And I cant get enough of you baby
Can you get enough of me

I was made for lovin you baby
You were made for lovin me
And I can give it all to you baby
Can you give it all to me

Oh, cant get enough, oh, oh
I cant get enough, oh, oh
I cant get enough
Yeah, ha

Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do

I was made for lovin you baby
You were made for lovin me
And I cant get enough of you baby
Can you get enough of me

Oh, I was made, you were made
I cant get enough
No, I cant get enough

I was made for lovin you baby
You were made for lovin me
And I cant get enough of you baby
Can you get enough of me

I was made for lovin you baby
You were made for lovin me
And I can give it all to you baby

2007-07-08T12:39:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: May 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.

Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years

Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities

Your power color: Crimson red

Your power symbol: Snowflake

Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2007-07-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

黒衣の天女
陰陽座
作詞・作曲：瞬火

爛(ただ)る灰土(かいど)に独り落つる涕(なみだ) 涸れて何時(いつ)の間にか
復(かえ)らぬ天(そら)を仰ぎ手繰(たぐ)る想い只の慰み
Tadaru kaido ni hitori otsuru namida karete itsu no ma ni ka
kaeranu sora wo aogi taguru omoi tada no nagusami

交(こ)ふ人の簇(むら)が同じ貌(かたち)に見える
安らぎを(汚穢(おわい)の)
望む末路は(末路は)鬼の国
ko(fu) hito no mura ga onaji katachi ni mieru
yasuragi wo (owai no)
nozomu matsuro wa oni no kuni

今此の身を砕いて戦慄(わななき)も傷みも
遮る無明(むみょう)で抱いて
Ima kono mi wo kudaite wananaki mo itami mo
saegiru mumyou de daite

罪無き稚(やや)と双(ふた)り屍に抱かれて幾(いく)そ度(たび)か
阿(おもね)る顔に嘔吐(えず)き吐(たぐ)る念(おも)い誰を慰み
Tsumi naki yaya to futari shikabane ni dakarete ikuso tabi ka
omoneru kao ni ezuki taguru omoi dare wo nagusami

障(そ)ふ胸の臆で叫(わめ)く己(おのれ)を除く
明けぬ化作(けさ)(然(き)こそが)
餓鬼の眼(まなこ)に(眼に)見えぬ水
so(fu) mune no oku de wameku onore wo nozoku
akenuke sa (kikoso ga)
gaki no manako ni mienu mizu

今裁きを下して吃(まななき)も怒りも
絶え滅(き)ゆ墓標を抱いて
Ima sabaki wo kudasite mananaki mo ikari mo
taekiyu bohyou wo daite

戻れぬなら黒で閉ざす
貴方の探す女(ひと)は待たなかった
Modorenu nara kuro de tozasu
anata no sagasu hito ha matanakatta

今此の身を砕いて戦慄(わななき)も傷みも
愛子(まなご)の乳汁(ちしる)と
Ima kono mi wo kudaite wananaki mo itami mo
manago no chishiru to

今裁きを下して憐れみも歎(なげ)きも
刻意(こくい)の柩と焼(く)べて
Ima sabaki wo kudasite awaremi mo nageki mo
kokui no hitsugi to kubete

CIP

2007-07-07T19:42:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 6+ today and it is a SATURDAY, i need to go school for CIP(Community Involvement Project) well actually, i was pretty pissed off with the school as they put it on a Saturday, but after helping out the Bishan Home resident, most of them has communication problem, but they were all soo happy, and naturally i felt happy.

At the same time, my heart was tearing up, i don't know how should i describe this but even my mouth said that i had given her up, but i still couldn't bring myself to it, i really love the wrong girl which i shouldn't had, and it really bring pain to me when she treated me soo cold towards me, and during CIP, she was talking to other guys, YES I ADMIT I AM JEALOUS...-.- but what can i do? i mean, i wanted to talk her, but her reply YES OR NO answer, she won't even want to look at me.

WHAT SHOULD I DO, i am really out of my mind, with her around, i couldn't think straight, I WANT TO LOVE HER, but her heart belong to another guy, which i don't even know who that guys is, the most screw up thing is....history is beginning to repeat itself

WHAT SHOULD I DO??????????

Kouga Ninpou Chou

2007-07-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

Kouga Ninpouchou

Kagen no tsuki ga oboro ni yureru yoru wo tsutsumu murakumo
Haritsukerareta tsugau hina karameru hijou no wana
Ah ima wo kusuru omoi mune ni shikato yadoraba

The waning moon shines dimly in the sky, the night is blanketed by the gathering clouds
Two baby chickens crucified together, a cruel trap
Ah, if only the love that clouds the present could stay vividly in my heart

Mizu no you ni yasashiku hana no you ni hageshiku
Furueru yaiba de tsuranuite
Sadamerareta namida wo hitomi no oku tojitemo
Anata wo mabuta ga obieteru no

Gentle as the water, fierce as a flower
Drive your trembling sword into its mark
Even if fate brings tears deep in your eyes
Your face will be remembered

Mumyou no fuchi de owari wo matsu watashi wa musebu minashigo
Fuminijirareta sugaru koi wo ryoute ni tsutsunda mama
Mou aragaenai tomo ni tadoru chinuri no michi wo

In a dark abyss, I wait for the end, a sobbing orphan
I cling to my trampled love, cover it with my hands
I can’t keep fighting, let’s walk this blood-stained path together

Mizu no you ni yasashiku hana no you ni hageshiku
Furueru yaiba de tsuranuite
Sadamerareta namida wo hitomi no oku tojitemo
Anata wo mabuta ga oboeteru no

Gentle as the water, fierce as a flower
Drive your trembling sword into its mark
Even if fate brings tears deep in your eyes
Your face will be remembered

Mizu no you ni yasashiku hana no you ni hageshiku
Furueru yaiba de tsuranuite
Sadamerareta namida wo hitomi no oku tojitemo
Nagareru chishi wo tomerarenai

Gentle as the water, fierce as a flower
Drive your trembling sword into its mark
Even if fate brings tears deep in your eyes
You can’t stop the blood that flows through you

Mitsu no you ni koborete ada no youni chiriyuku
Hakanai inori wo kakikeshite
Sadamerareta futari wo aoi yami ga saitemo
Anata to tayutau kakuriyo made

Flowing like honey, falling to the ground fruitlessly
Wiping out my faint wish
Even if fate brings us blue darkness
I’ll wander through it with you, to that world

KOUGA NINPOU CHOU!!!!

2007-07-05T18:13:00.001+08:00

BASILISK KOUGA NINPOU CHOU
Era : LOONG LOONG TIME AGO

OK, I FINISH WATCHING THIS ANIME, AND NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE THIS ANIME BECAUSE IS GOD DAMNNN GOOOOOOOODDDDDD! This is soo far the best anime i ever seen ever since Fate Stay/Night, OMG Ok i will skip all those introduction and all these, but this story is about Ninja Wars, between Kouga and Iga, Gennousuke is the leader of Kouga and Oboro is the leader of Iga(Gennosuke and Oboro the pic are shown above)

They both love each other, but due to some political reason they have to fight each other until one survive and win, till the very end only Gennosuke and Oboro are left, Oboro couldn't kill Gennosuke, so she used a katana to killed herself, as for Gennosuke, he erase both his name and Oboro in the ninja scroll and declare Iga win the war.

Gennosuke then carried her up and walked into the Abe river, and used the katana that oboro used to killed herself, and he stabbed himself with the katana and their bodies flow with the river......

OMG.... when i saw the last scene, it was soo touching, i mean what Oboro can do for Gennosuke, and what Gennosuke could do for Oboro, they really sacrifice themself EVEN THEIR LOVE! just for the future generation of Kouga and Iga.

Anyway, i loved this anime, and i recommend this anime to all of you, even though there is alot of people who obsess with Naruto, but in my own opinion BASILISK KOUGA NINPOU CHOU IS MUCH BETTER THAN NARUTO FOR 10000000000000000000000000000 times. so go and watch it.

Today, nothing much happen at school, so i am not going talk about school today. Soo See Ya, Get X-ism + Onmyouza

High becox of Onmyouza ?

2007-07-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

WTF.....LOL today don't know what happen to me, after recess i went up to chemistry lesson, and then before that i was listening to Onmyouza's songs and guess what? i got soo high and i can focus on the CHEM LESSON!?(is quite impossible for me to stay focus in school).

Haiz...boring sia today's last two periods is PCCG lesson(PCCG=Community Admin stuff) something like that, and we were suppose to discuss AS A CLASS? guess what, we were SPLIT and we just do our own stuff =/.....and went home to watch Basilisk Kouga Ninpouchou which is the best Shinobi ANIME i ever watched, this can PWNZ naruto anytime(no offence)

Don't know bah, i recently also don't know what is happening to me except being a idiot(using words to insult my friends) and is fun to me, they started out on me, so i got to shoot them back what.LOL

TOMORROW CAN GO HOME AT 1.30PM YESH!!!!!! LOL see ya, need to headbang for more Onmyouza songs....=)

Tired....

2007-07-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

Damn i was soo god damn tired when i reached home, alright at school my english teacher didn't come and a relieve teacher came to take over, she was soo blur LOL she don't even know how to get the door open, then one of my classmate bastard her saying "Cher, Ur house no door?" LOL, then after curriculum time, went to eat dinner with Sarah meimei and we talked alot of craps, then i accompanied her to fetch her brother, he got a high self confidence lol cute seh, then went home, take 163 and the bus is GOD DAMN PACKED, fuck it sia, got one old man had trouble sitting down, so me and another stranger helped him(didn't expect that to happen), and then when i was reaching Sengkang(still far away from my stop), got one kid looking at me, then no choice la give up the seat for her, reach home i was SOO DAMN TIRED, but i am still blasting Onmyouza songs, THEY ROCK LOL, SOO See ya tomorrow and get X-ism

Onmyouza - Kokui no tennyo 陰陽座黒衣の天女

2007-07-02T12:32:00.000+08:00

THEIR NEW SINGLE IS OUT